[Verse 1]
I used to write about myself in quotations
Now I just say how I feel and fix it later
Cos when it gets too personal it's an incubator
And rhymes turn into feelings on a piece of paper
Is this hell for me, or is this helping me?
Is this a chess piece, or really from where my chest beat?
What the hell do all these fucking questions mean?
I can't live to what they expect of me, cos I'm...
[Chorus]
Girl I'm all fucked up again
Try tell me that I'm fine
Yeah I'm all fucked up again
But they can't see in my mind
Try tell em that I'm all fucked up again
You can see it all in my eyes
Oh girl I'm all fucked up again
Sick of telling them I ain't lying
[Verse 2]
Do I need to be the underdog? (underdog)
That way I'm not hurt if you running off (running off)
And we can Let It Burn if you really want (really want)
Usher on the verse but My Boo gone (boo gone)
They call me for the feature and give me context
But I only give you one of two things, bars or content
Filler conversation, I am forever off that
Oh and by the way this a sequel to No Contact I'm...
[Chorus]
Girl I'm all fucked up again
Try tell me that I'm fine
Yeah I'm all fucked up again
But they can't see in my mind
Try tell em that I'm all fucked up again
You can see it all in my eyes
Oh girl I'm all fucked up again
Sick of telling them I ain't lying
[Verse 3]
Told you this part two, imma fill you in so you know this part too
Somehow some insecurities I caught off you
Now we ain't speak I wanna know if you act you like you aught to, or how you forced to?
Silence pushed me to express
Everything I heald back in my chest
I sent you that one text wishing you well
Know that Wishing Well song was a little far fetched
Next EP I'm gon wear the ring around my neck
Every song catch me in a moment
So in reference to that Vulnerable track yeah I'm hoping
You never hear past that 4:20 mark when you smoking
Cos that was some shit that's too real to be exposing
Still verses I ain't publish
Too real for critique and I'm wondering
If I would say that shit to your face or say nothing
Would I change topic like you changed name?
Change numbers, desperate for you to say something
But when you do I make a song like, that's some shit I ain't fuck with
That need to be needed cursed me all along
Want miss independent who need me, fuck am I wrong?
Cut ties but still feel a knot in my chest god
I was relatable, now I'm insane on a song
Always sounding the same on the song
Never taking responsibility, they playing me off
Cos I'm played out, falling foul of you, it's official, no one waving play on
Just me on my lonely like Akon
Still wish for you to stay strong
Stand by every word I put my name on
And when I'm drowning in hell then I wade on
Just need someone to put this weight on
So production took your place on these Trey songs
Pull the gun, pull the trigger this a face off
Ain't said a word, but feel like we ain't stop
[Chorus]
Girl I'm all fucked up again
Try tell me that I'm fine
Yeah I'm all fucked up again
But they can't see in my mind
Try tell em that I'm all fucked up again
You can see it all in my eyes
Oh girl I'm all fucked up again
Sick of telling them I ain't lying
[Outro]
Girl I'm all fucked up again
Yeah I'm all fucked up again
Try tell em that I'm all fucked up again
Oh girl I'm all fucked up again
