[verse 1]
I fucking love how people keep supplying the beats
That shit's inspiring me, fire igniting the dream
I got a list of written hits that I would like you to hear
Sometimes silence is key, but I can’t keep quiet for free
This mind is a beast I've been entitled to lead
But it keeps tugging the leash, I can't keep guiding it’s fears
I got a million fucking thoughts that feel like dying with me
And I kind of agree, but I've also decided to feed
The hunger in my stomach been biting itself free
The wishes it envisions through the eyes of the wealthy
Is thе feeling of imprisonment a sign of healthy
Or is it sinister bеlittlement inside this LP?
I've been dialing an unknown number shouting help me
But it's reply has been as empty as the smile in a selfie
My approach has been stealthy, but these thoughts overwhelming
When is the time to tell me that this might be the ending
Doubts
[Verse 2]
Been trying to the pick the right stones to build me a road
But it's looking crooked and I don't even know where it goes
I got the breath of a dragon but I still sit in the cold
While the mad minded average out there chasing my gold
The story I've been telling gets more confusing as it's told
My future gets more shapeless as I’m trying to mold
Feels like I should be racing but someone put me on hold
And it’s one of us who bought the only copy we sold
But my vision gives me spirit to keep giving my most
The system is rigid but I've been cracking it’s code
The river I'm creating forms a path as it flows
And I'm getting addicted as the madness still grows
The sadness is showing, it got me packing and going
Time to travel to a fantasy where assets unfold
I'm surrounded by love, but in this track I’m alone
It's unraveling slow as I question the facts and the known
I heard a splash as I dove into this hazardous show
But it was muffled by the rustle of the Wind that was blowin'
I take a step in the snow as I do a shot and reload
But I only get one take to shoot a worthy episode
Doubts
[Verse 3]
What is there left to say? Do I go, do I stay?
How do I choose to embrace an unpredictable fate
This life's an ominous game, depending on how you play
Standing in the light just creates a threatening shade
I've been infected with a thought and it just can't be tamed
What if I fuck up the one thing that makes me feel great
I see that shit in my brain, it gives a taste of the pain
And the fact that I can't know for sure makes me insane
I'm feeling lost, I feel drained, I might gone need me a cane
I look around and I see everybody walking up straight
It seems like everyone's all right and in the midst is Young K
Who keeps questioning every god damn step that he takes
And there's no one to blame, accept the man behind the name
Who has no clue how to play this motherfucking game
Who's afraid of the thought that people might think he's lame
Thinking of what other people think drives me insane
I question if you can relate, I think we might be the same
Me? I doubt every single fucking song I create
My biggest dream is being able to make music every day
But I'm afraid this chase will be my biggest mistake
Doubts
[Outro]
But doubts get me nowhere, so I tend to ignore ‘em
And keep going, everyday I try to live in the moment
I discovered this river
And that shit just keeps flowing
I got this crappy little boat, all I can do is keep rowing
At least The Wind has got my back, it'll never stop blowing
