[Intro]
If you've never been to that place, then you just wouldn't know
It's that place where all rational thought, everything that makes you who you are
And this part is no longer there
You just a shell of who you used to be
[Chorus: Kamikazi]
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
[Verse 1: Kamikazi]
I wonder if you know what it feels like
To hear the voices in your head but it's real life
You raise a daughter even though you didn't feel right
You gotta be a father 'cause you know what that should feel like
Life's hit me like a motherfuckin' steel pipe
I've been down and out, that's when I found I need a clear sign
Tell me the truth 'cause I can hear fine
Even though I ain't righteous, I paid the price to have my own mind
I wonder if you know what it feels like
To be in a room full of people, but no one ever sees you
So you learn to be in your own world, hopin' nobody can reach you
I just hide in the bleachers
I don't wanna be seen, so put my hood up and leave, I'm sick of yellin', don't need you, If I fail then I'll meet you
At the gates of Hell my face will swell, inhale 'til I [shelter sleeper ?]
I wonder if you know what it feels like
To feel the devil in your soul and you ain't heal right
You try to fake it, years later, now you realize
You will never make it out this hole without a real fight
I don't know what else to do, I try to fill the void with so many substitutes
I'm done, I'm through, enough is enough from you
Don't wanna hear nothin' not even in a month or two
You made a monster
Screamin' "Fuck the world"
I'm in the whirlwind, let me have a [?]
From what I've learned, I've [?] left the bitch to burn
It's been confirmed, concerned, I don't trust the world
You made a monster
God help me and tell me how I can accept what I cannot contain in my brain
What I felt is a pain like a fire ablaze [see that's ?] right from my face, so alone I'll remain
[Chorus: Kamikazi]
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
[Verse 2: Emce Damage]
I'm so alone and just so cold, I know that
There's no hope and no one knows what really goes on
It's deep inside my soul and all that these demons seek is for control
But I can never let 'em in
Nobody really there in the end
Even when you claimin' that you probably have 100 friends
I bet you none of them'll ever keep it 100 with you because most of the people always be playin' pretend
Should I say it again? Probably sayin' [isn't ?]
I been prayin' again, yes, I'm makin' amends
Some days I be feelin' like I'm dyin' within, some nights I be feelin' like I'm tryin' to swim
Translation: It feels like I'm drowning
You can even feel alone if you surrounded by motherfuckers that swearin' that they always be down
But they be the same ones that be tryin' to clown ya
Is there anyone that I can trust? Family fightin' and they always fuss
Damn, it can't be happenin' it sucks, I rather be alone then see this stuff
I have to be alone to be alive 'cause anxiety, it kills me deep inside
Don't try to see what's deep inside my mind, you will find and see that I am out my mind
Most people never really know who's who
I never really felt like I was too cool
Just a kid that never followed no rules, if you feel me, then maybe that's you too
I woke up from the dead like "Wait, who knew?"
Yeah, I'm over your head, man, it's too true
I should be on the meds because I'm too through
You know what it feel like to be alone? Well I do, too
[Chorus: Kamikazi]
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
I know what it's like to feel numb and all alone (I know what it's like to feel numb and alone)
