[Intro]
Yeah, yeah...
You know how many fucking people I've met...
That just say they're gonna do that, they're gonna do this?
And they never do shit, bruv. Their life stays the same for years fam!
You man need to get your priorities straight!
Fuck that!
[Verse 1]
I've been going through the motions (I have!)
I've been staying way too open (Oh, yeah!)
When conversating with these roaches
These bitches giving me lovey-dovey psychosis (Awh, so cute...)
But I bounced back like I always did!
Now, I'm out the trap, and I'm over it! (Fuck that!)
And, I'll never slip again. Fuck a bitch!
They can crouch down and then pucker lips! (Unlucky!)
Bend 'em over then bust some kids! (Wooh!)
Used to be a nice guy offering to buy pints
On some sucker shit, But she should pay me
To suck this dick! (She should!)
I am the representation of what can be possible
When you voluntarily face your obstacles
Constantly staying in states uncomfortable!
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!)
Yeah, I was 16... laying in bed in a hospital...
Asking myself... "is this all there is?"
I was staring at the clock on the wall (Hmm...)
Yeah, watching that bitch tick...
(Tick, tick, tick, tick)
I was immobile. I could not fucking walk
Was taking drugs daily for years
Socially anxious. I could hardly fucking talk!
(Look at me now!)
I wanted to be dead...
Imagine if I had succeeded
When I put that chain around me neck
And, tried to cut off my breathing. Yeah! (Woah)
I would not even be here
So why the fuck should I be scared of shit?
Haters be mad! (Stay mad bitch!)
Yeah! I was 18... My Dad took me into his bedroom
Loaded Dianabol up in a test tube
Then proceeded to inject that shit right into his left glute... (Thanks Dad!)
He looked me up in my eye
And told me "Son, if you wanna become an admirable guy"
Then this is what you must live your life like...
Fuck that!
Never had a real man teach me how to become a man! (Never!)
Home environment was like a prison! (Uh!)
I might as well have been locked in the can! (Sheesh...)
Fuck bitches! Never feel shit!
The last fuck up flipped the kill switch!
Now, I never give a girl my feelings!
I kill a bitch with a steel sickle! (Yeah!)
Nasty bloke! I be crafting flows 'till the Caskets closed!
Turn your ass to toast, or I'll slash your throat!
Send you bastards into a mass hypnosis!
My whole psychology has shifted!
I know you can feel it. I know you can see it!
I know you man still doubting this shit's even real...
But you best believe it! (Yeah!)
[Interlude]
Haha!
Yeah...
Yo, name a fucking rapper that can touch me on this M.I.C
(Come at me, bruv!)
Send that diss track
(I dare you!)
You man are all fucking shit, bruvva!
[Verse 2]
Feeling incredible. I'm on a level that you could never get to... (Uh huh!)
I'm using you as a stepping stone to get to the pedestal (Yeah!)
I'm buzzing but I never took no edible... (What!?)
You man need to lay off that MD at the festivals! (You do!)
Low testosterone up in your testicles! (Oh, God!)
Your Oestrogen levels is off the wall... (Bitches!)
Oestrogen levels is off the Richter...
I look around... and I don't see no competition!
Cuz I just see my opps as victims!
Ain't no way in hell they beating me!
I came from Hell! Go check my medical history...
And you'll see scenery with no greenery!
Woah! I'm like a Jack in the box with the flow!
I'm coming back with a ravenous soul!
That was patched up by my own actions
You don't have a clue what I had to go through! (You don't...)
I can not stress it enough. You're a fool!
To think you match me with this in the booth... (Yeah, yeah...)
Cuz I've invested everything and the proof
Is in the pudding. Watch how I move! (Sheesh)
I never had no fellow camaraderie (Nah...)
It was just me and a pen ripping apart beats (Oh, yeah...)
I been doing this for 10 years so pardon me (Boom!)
If you think I'm cocky. I earned this honestly...
10k hours til mastery but I'm far past that bastard feat
So fuck numbers! And, plastic people!
Only approval I'll ever need, is that from me!
It's Blasphemy...
[Outro]
Haha!
Yo...
Yo, fuck every single person who's ever disapproved of me...
That's told me I can't do this. I can't do that
All you fucking pricks on socials watching me from the sidelines...
Fucking chattin' shit behind my back...
You're all fucking snakey cunts!
Just watch! Keep fucking watching...
Cuz you ain't gonna be shit fam!
Fuck all of you!
Urgh!
[Skit]
Bro, I just want you to actually imagine...
Because I met your Dad the other day, and I was chatting to him...
Like, actually imagine like, when you are eighteen, right?
And, your dad takes you to the gym...
And, your dad is fucking huge, right?
And then, imagine... he literally like, laughs at you...
And then tells you that you need to take Dianabol...
And then takes you into his bedroom, and pulls down his shorts
And injects Dianabol into his ass cheek!
And, shows you how to do it, and tells you that you need to do it...
And then, gives you a line of cocaine! (cocaine, cocaine)
