[Verse 1]
In primary school I was always getting into fights./
I did what I liked. Nobody could tell me shit. Right?/
Was obsessed with Spider-Man. Wanted to be a superhero./
My Dad taught me confidence even though I was just a weirdo./
But one day that all changed. I was sent away/
On a plane. I thought I'd never see that man's face again./
Now I was in a foreign country and had some major pain/
Plus an evil Step-Dad who would beat my ass every day./
That was about the same time that I was due for high-school./
Fuck me! That shit hit my ass like a typhoon!/
What would you do if everybody wanted to fight you?
I must've been a horrible cunt in my past life, Dude./
[Hook]
Every day was a challenge./
Every day did more damage/
Every day was just another reminder/
Of why I do not wanna be on this planet./
[Verse 2]
My confidence just decayed. It faded away/
When that pussy bully got aerosol and he sprayed/
That shit into my left eye. I went blind for three days then a/
Bunch of his brother's goons hopped onto my Facebook page./
They attacked me cybernetically 'cause I called the police./
Like... Are you fucking dumb? Seriously!.../
Fuck you, you stupid Beswick cunts. I will/
Stick my dick inside of your Mum's bum and tum/
And cum until she gets a fucking set of smarter sons!/
Fucking wretched, villainous scum!/
Fucking ratbags.../
Yo.../
[Pause]
Every day was a challenge
Listen...
[Verse 3]
Anyway, forget the incident with the spray./
Let's demonstrate why Kane changed and was never the same./
Fear engraved in his brain. Too scared to play with the flames./
Even fantasised about having his dick chained in a cage!/
A beta male; pale and frail who was living with a /
Vegetarian Mum who made him grow with a taste for kale./
Felt like he belonged on a reject-returns conveyor belt/
Plus, he had cerebral palsy. Mate, this kid was raised in Hell!/
I finally finished school so, maybe now I could run back/
To my Dad and reverse the effects of being turned into a punchbag./
I got my Mum to book that flight and didn't care if I weren't in first class/
'cause I knew that maybe soon this pain would be over and I could relax/
But, I was... so wrong. So... so fucking wrong!
[Hook]
Every day was a challenge./
Every day did more damage/
Every day was just another reminder/
Of why I do not wanna be on this planet./
Alright, look...
[Verse 4]
Now, I'm back inside of my home country/
With nobody I truly know and it's so lonely./
Alienated from my own family and my Dad wasn't/
The person I thought he was and I've actually/
Come to see why my Mum took me away from him in the first place./
A disgrace of a Father figure. This the worst case/
Of situations I could've possibly got into/
Plus, I'm always on drugs. Man, my life's a fucking pitfall.../
I give up! Fuck this! This sucks!/
Rap ain't ever gunna happen. Why the fuck did I commit Bruh?/
If God's real then he's probably like Hitler; a sick fuck./
Why's he got me living like this, huh?/
[Verse 5]
So this was it, I had fucking had enough
It was 3.00AM and I was depressed and smoking funny stuff./
I took what I thought was just a regular puff/
When I heard a voice that said "Over here Kid, listen up.../
You're always complaining. Saying this ain't good enough./
You wanna commit suicide? Then man up and do it Bruh!"/
Then a beam of light shot straight down from the sky/
And revealed a chain to put round my neck it was the perfect size/
I looked up. I was ten feet away from a tree./
That's when the voice said "Don't worry about your Father, Lee./
He don't give a fuck about you or me./
Just know that if you do it, I'm waiting on the other side, G."/
So there I was, sitting with the chain in my hand./
Contemplating suicide for the first real time. Damn!/
Could I do it? Could I really up and leave/
And never have to breathe another breath on this piece/
Of fucking rock that's floating through some space at some high speeds?/
I figured fuck it. I ain't hanging from the tree./
That would be too gory for the members of my family/
But, I ain't chickening out. I put that shit round neck a squeezed!/
*choking sounds*
And squeezed and I just fucking squeezed!/
*gasp of air*
[Outro]
I didn't do it. i didn't die that day./
I was losing consciousness when my hand slipped away/
From the chain. I was fucking going insane;/
Hearing voices. I don't know if it was real to this day./
But, what I do know is that I am still here/
And since that night I always feel weird.../
That's just sincere. I'm addicted to fear/
Something that night, wanted me to disappear/
And it isn't clear why I'm here in the first place/
This shit is weird. what the fuck is the purpose?.../
*breath of relief*
*sinister laugh*
Yo
[Hook]
Every day was a challenge./
Every day did more damage/
Every day was just another reminder/
Of why I do not wanna be on this planet./
