Our mind is like a broken record
Like, you're so trapped in a cycle of self-doubt, regret, and often sadness
Certain situations, kind of fuck you over in your head, it like, fuck up your whole mental
It's like, the more you think, the more you get sinked into it, and it's like, there's no way of getting back up, ya know
What's on my mind
I'm in a bind
I'm overthinking trying to unwind
What's over top
What's overhead
Just take the route that's easier instead
But what's the deal
That can't be donе
My mind is racing chasing til it's numb
Feeling like I don't know anyone
I'm spacing wondering about thе outcome
So what's the deal
Let's keep it real
Do niggas think attention is a meal
Don't understand the background of it all
The actions made will always have a dead appeal
The bad degrading
That they're displaying
I'm being shot because the words I'm saying
I wake up everyday while steady waiting
For the time and answer so I can reclaim it
I'm falling down
I'm right back up
I'm in a loop
I'm fucking stuck
I try to speak the words I wanna say
But can't escape the cell that's getting in the way
I grab a hold
It's there demand
It's not an action gotta understand
I feel so bound potentials that I have
I lose the motives then I take a different path
So what's the truth
How will it go
Just play a factor moving with the flow
I'm at the bottom starting at a low
But watching progress is a key to make it grow
I'm at a state
Right in my mind
I contemplate while keeping track of time
I'm wasting feels on niggas worth a dime
I'll take advantage of this change right my prime
Motherfucker I'm dazing
Living in a world have attention dodge the gossip
Nigga I'm praising…
Myself, and nobody else
Wanna hit the road take a ride
City lights with clear blue night skies
It's the life I truly will reside
Hop on stage and have them hear me worldwide
I'm truly living
My songs are hitting
I'm making moves, make a list of missions
The list of missions
Only the start
See all the changes shown off by the (huh?)
My eyes are blinking
I'm slowly sinking
Waking up to realize all I seen
It's all a fib
It's all a hoax
I was sleeping, it was all a dream
I be dreaming
I be wishing
I be dreaming
I be wishing
The dreamscapes of my thoughts
Have me reminiscing also going back and getting
I be wishing
I be dreaming
I be wishing
I be dreaming
Starting up plan then I be like damn, never can I let go of this feeling
I be dreaming
I be wishing
I be dreaming
I be wishing
Nigga stop bitching, stop all of the sitting, make your own move instead of quitting
I be wishing
I be dreaming
I be wishing
I be dreaming
In my own zone, making my own plans, making something valued with a meaning
Niggas say procrastination is my situation
It's so devastating how these bitches hating
While I'm in the silent and I'm innovating…in myself
Fuck all of you niggas and all of the others
You tearing me down and you're holding me back
And I'm just like…got damn, fuck…
Yo what's my dream
And what's my wish
I need the strength so I can truly finish
Diminish all the grudge and all the pain
So I can free myself the bounding of these chains
Yo what's my wish
And what's my dream
I wanna make the credits of this theme
I wanna prove the people in the back
The hard work from the ground will put me in the scene
Yeah, that's like, that's the shit that's on my mind, you know what I'm saying
I don't, I really don't know what to say about this whole thing
Yeah, all I can say is like, my voice, fucking hate it
I don't know, it just sounds grimy as shit, you know
