Lyrks
Lyrks
Lyrks
Cover Art

Back At It Again Lyrics by KiddGlokk

Back At It Again

2019

Verse 1:
I can't sleep at night, I just toss and turn
I can’t eat, hunger was lost at birth
I feel weak, both physically and mentally
I can’t beat these demons out of me
I'm lifting my head trying to catch my breath
But try to stay sane, when you live in your deathbed
Verse 2:
It's like I’m constantly having to fight for my life
I'll reach the point where I’d rather slowly die
So I just might grab a knife
Slit open my throat so I can finally speak my mind
Or should I put a rope around my neck and tie
Hang myself from the sky, so I can really see the light
Maybe if I take my life with a nine
Pull the trigger to my head, to open my third eye
Or should I down a bottle of pills at night
Overdose, over the rainbow, to reach the dark side
Chorus:
I just don’t want to live anymore
But what if my mom walks through my door
Will I still be a disappointment, maybe then even more
If she sees me lying dead on the floor
I can’t do this anymore, feeling so deeply alone
It’s not a want, it's a need, is there any other way to go
Verse 3:
I live in fear that staying alive will draw me near
My real self, what if its someone I just can’t spend the rest of my years
This is no way to live, no way to die, but I still
Can’t find a way out of this casket that I built
And I don’t know what scares me more, staying alive
Or being remembered as a fucking suicide
Should I stay alive or take my life
But really, I can’t take something that was never mine
Chorus:
I just don’t want to live anymore
But what if my mom walks through my door
Will I still be a disappointment, maybe then even more
If she sees me lying dead on the floor
I can’t do this anymore, feeling so deeply alone
It’s not a want, it's a need, is there any other way to go
Verse 4:
I’m just existing, I’m just here, I am not freely living
Take my life or take a life? Who am I kidding
Hook:
All-be-damned, I’m back at it again
Me and my mind blowing up like the Taliban
Yeah, my stress up, but I'm blessed up
Not at all
Bitch I’m messed up
Now there’s blood in the bathroom stall
Verse 5:
A switch to my wrist
Shooting my shot
But I’ve only ever missed
Obviously she don’t want me
I’m a mess who’s always depressed
I’ve tried to find love
But someone always fucks it up
First time that I’ve smiled in a while
But it doesn’t even matter
Every time I see those pictures
Makes me sadder
I’m going insane
Called a Mad Hatter
Verse 6:
And one thing that I love and hate the most
Is people always change but the memories don't
And lately I can't even eat
Lately I’ve been feeling ill
When you cannot sleep at night
That's when you know shit is real
You don't even need a gun
You don't even need a pill
If you ever wanna die
Fall in love and you’ll get killed…
Credits
KiddGlokk

KiddGlokk

About “Back At It Again” by KiddGlokk

Read the complete lyrics to "Back At It Again" by KiddGlokk from the album "Back At It Again" in 2019. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under Rap.

"Back At It Again" is performed by KiddGlokk. from the album "Back At It Again" in 2019 This page provides the full lyric text for fans who want to sing along, study the songwriting, or compare versions across releases. Lyrks organizes lyrics by artist and song slug so you can bookmark and share a stable URL. Music lyrics help listeners connect with emotion, narrative, and rhythm in a track. Whether you are learning English, researching a favorite chorus, or preparing for karaoke, having accurate line breaks and section labels (verse, chorus, bridge) makes the experience easier. We link to the official artist profile on Lyrks where available, including biography snippets, top songs, and chart placements when we have that data. If you enjoy "Back At It Again", explore more songs by KiddGlokk using the links below. Chart and trending pages on Lyrks highlight what listeners are searching for this week. For copyright or correction requests, see our DMCA and contact pages.

View all songs and biography for KiddGlokk · Trending lyrics · Billboard Hot 100

Frequently asked questions

"Back At It Again" is credited to KiddGlokk. Songwriting credits may include additional writers listed on the release; check the credits section on this page for linked collaborators.

"Back At It Again" appears on "Back At It Again" in 2019.

Visit the KiddGlokk artist page at /artist/kiddglokk for biography, popular tracks, and links to more lyric pages.