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I tried killing my old self Lyrics by Kidikarus

2023

Yeah, I tried to run away (tried to run away)
But it all ends the same
Yea she took my heart (she took my heart)
And played that shit just like a game
And now I'm chillin' in my room (chillin' in my room)
Thinking is my gang my gang? (is my gang my gang)
Or am I the one to blame? (am I one to blame)
If I was to die would it be a shame
I tried killing my older self
If it wasn't alive shit would be well
I'd be less quiet bitch I'd really come outside my shell
I'd show myself around just like a show and tell
Yea
I loved her (I loved her)
Now she's gone (now she's gone)
What did I do? (what did I do?)
What did I do wrong? (what did I do wrong?)
I just wish I was happy (was happy)
So I didn't have to pour out in these songs (pour out in these songs)
I wish it didn't affect me
I wish I could just be strong (be strong)
But every time I think about her it gets worse
Every time I think about her this shit hurts
I tried to kill myself, but it didn't work
Like why the fuck am I still here on this earth?
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Kidikarus

Kidikarus

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