Music’s reflection of health of an artist To my mental health I say, “Dearly Departed I’m sorry I threw you away for this garbage I should have just listened, but fuck it, I fought it” I fought the depression aching in my bones ADHD ‘cause I swear I’m no clone My anxiety, should’ve picked up the phone ‘Stead of telling my family, “Leave me alone!” Now I’m all alone, I’d rather be dead Just me and the voice in my head Gotta put ‘em to bed ‘Fore I start hearing shit that they said Go crazy and jump off a ledge Man pardon my anger and curses The pain in my verses My brain is a hearse And I may be berserk But I’m aiming for worse All you haters need work ‘Cause I hated me first I can’t stay on this earth ‘cause it’s making me hurt I wanna lay in the dirt, blow my brain into spurts I’m an angel who’s cursed By Satan, this ADHD makes me unable to learn I write on the page ‘cause it works I escape with the verse And I’m making these words my Way to convert this pain and anger and hurt To say something inspirational, heard? But what good is hope if it doesn’t exist? I plummeted down a dark dungeon and it’s Smothering me and becoming my friend Now the unwanted guest is now in And it lives in the back of my mind I struggle with it but I have to go find Another option, can’t lose track of the time Actually, my Only way out is to blast myself, bye I wish my life had no pain the way it used to be Sometimes I wanna run away and live my life completely free Sometimes I wonder what it’d be like without ADHD Sometimes I struggle with the fact that this the way it has to be I aim for the best But still I miss This pain in my chest I feel no bliss Voices in my head I hear ‘em hiss I can’t get no rest from this I feel like the stones I got no satisfaction My life is a rotating action I’m running in circles and tripping on hurdles I want me a girl but I got no attraction They say that I’m ugly as hell Oh well They say that I may need some help So help Don’t stand there and watch me drowning in my sorrow Show me there’s gonna be a brighter tomorrow Show me that my time has been given, not borrowed Tell me it’s the same: tomato, tomato And tell me it’s OK to cry And tell me it’s gonna be fine And tell me it was nothing more than a dream That morning my mother had died And tell me it just takes some time And acknowledge the fact that I’m trying I tend to stay quiet but that doesn’t mean You should keep on assuming I’m fine ‘Cause sometimes I just wanna die Put a knife to my throat and commit suicide I look in the sky and I ask God, “Why can’t I Control these thoughts in my mind?” I try But by the time he answers I’ll be right by Satan's side In Hell and trapped in the dark Thinking my life was a crazy ride I wish my life had no pain the way it used to be Sometimes I wanna run away and live my life completely free Sometimes I wonder what it’d be like without ADHD Sometimes I struggle with the fact that this the way it has to be I wish my life had no pain the way it used to be Sometimes I wanna run away and live my life completely free Sometimes I wonder what it’d be like without ADHD Sometimes I struggle with the fact that this the way it has to be
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