[Intro]
Yeah
Four corner room shit
All alone starin’ out the window, random thoughts
Most likely medicated
Particularly a rainy day
[Verse 1]
Yeah, I wonder if the humans know that all of them are planets and their galaxies are made up with a universe inside of them
Wonder why we hear about Lebron and Jordan all the time, 'bout how they cross the game over, but barely mention Iverson
Wonder if my people will forget they history, the more they lit up еverything and burned down all thesе fuckin’ monuments
I wonder what the ward would do, or even worse, my girl would do, or the board if they knew that I was plottin’ suicide again
I wonder why these women wanna fuck me, say they love my music
Funny ‘cause when I visit their socials, there’s no sign of it
I wonder why these rappers all waited until now to give a fuck about injustice or the system, even politics
I just seen a nigga yellin’ “Black Lives Matter”, two days later, talkin’ 'bout slidin’ on the opps again
Wonder if these niggas that be wolfin’ online know I’m maskin’ like COVID and get love from Anonymous
And why the fuck these rappers tryna sound like me? Wow, Oh, I see now, they're opps no 'tometrist
Talkin’ ‘bout mental health, only when it benefit ‘em, they ain’t never been through it, but did it for the audience
Seasonal depression, shit for me that’s like a blessin’, 'cause it hit me every other day, like favors people call to get
I wonder if everyone that’s online knows that they sold their soul to fit the rhetoric of target marketin’
I wonder if the woke people know to be privy to what someone made knowledge is a con to your consciousness
And when you think about it, if you draw a cross startin’ with a hyphen, that’s turnin’ a negative to a positive
Or that the rabbit hole is like how I drink mimosas in the mornin’, or the girlfriend’s ass, yeah bottomless
Or me and mental hospitals go together like snow and sweaters, so to call your boy crazy is a compliment
[Chorus]
Usually have so much on my mind
(Staring out the window)
Stuck right here just fucked up and high
(Staring out the window)
You can tell a lot once you look in my eyes
(Staring out the window)
Thoughts keep racing while time passes by
(Staring out the window)
Usually have so much on my mind
(Staring out the window)
Stuck right here just fucked up and high
(Staring out the window)
You can tell a lot once you look in my eyes
(Staring out the window)
Thoughts keep racing while time passes by
(Staring out the window)
[Verse 2]
When I seek asylum, it's a different meaning I can show you how the game work yeah I can ref you G's
They probably want me dead now 'cause I'm chopping niggas heads but dropping knowledge though instead, yeah I'm the next Bruce Lee
When you were in the house gettin' restful sleep, I done went through more shit than public restroom seats
And anybody beefin' with me: only reason why you still alive right now is 'cause I let you breathe
They don't want Smoke like pickin' Cyrax, I be in your Sektor with my gat like making Ed Boon scenes
I know that I'm a sinner but I've always been a winner, quarterbackin for the Saints, you can forget Drew Brees
I ain't stoppin' 'til I'm chillin' on my ranch, billions in advance, eating grilled wingettes with blue cheese
I graduated late but now I'm flying first class while you're in the back like "Can I get some legroom, please?"
I wonder how the world can have people still alive but nigga I swear to freakin' god you're dead to me
Or people clickin' up shit like I'm the nigga to fuck with and get your dogs touched, no pet groomin'
Or why I got two kids another one comin' but I still refuse to go and buy an SUV
Or when the scary ass rap game will keep it real because with beats and rappin' nigga, who the best, fool? Me
I wonder how the homies from the set feel knowin' that I'm dressed for the next peel in fresh blue jeans
Or niggas that be talkin' 'bout king shit but when I peek shit the bed that's in their master bedroom's a queen
Or how I got a power of a god, all seven Dragon Balls and a life supply of Senzu Beans
But none of that matters right now because I'm in a fuckin' mental hospital for the next few weeks
[Chorus]
Usually have so much on my mind
(Staring out the window)
Stuck right here just fucked up and high
(Staring out the window)
You can tell a lot once you look in my eyes
(Staring out the window)
Thoughts keep racing while time passes by
(Staring out the window)
Usually have so much on my mind
(Staring out the window)
Stuck right here just fucked up and high
(Staring out the window)
You can tell a lot once you look in my eyes
(Staring out the window)
Thoughts keep racing while time passes by
(Staring out the window)
[Outro]
Hey dad, it's probably lunch time
I hope you are eating well
Today mom took the park where we used to go all the time
I miss you and I love you and I can't wait to see you
Get well soon dad
