[Verse 1: Kstar]
Sitting on the bathroom floor with razor in hand
Can't take it anymore no one understands him
Might be best if we just go back to the start
Cause every kid was supposed to be born with a heart
[Verse 2: Kstar]
He was just your average boy, so afraid of the dark
Afraid that the void was gonna tear him apart
Yeah talkin' to this girl, said they should connect more
In their own way they both play connect 4
[Verse 3: Kstar]
His parents hate him, no really they do
But everybody hates him so nothing is new
[Verse 4: Kstar]
He was just your average boy at least so it seems
So he needs to get it out, walk his dog down thе street
But understand that this is just another analogy
By "dog" he mеans the razor that he got in his teens
By "street" he means the skin thats under his sleeves
Slashing at himself kinda feels like a dream
Sitting on the bathroom floor with blood from his wrist
He was just your average boy
At least thats what they witnessed
[Verse 5: AGP]
Its like illogical, mythological
[unintelligible] things like this, man its really diabolical
He says hes just skeptical
Just an individual
Trying to get his point across without being political
All the things he thinks, they say its all fictional
The voice is getting louder and its getting more formidable
Its cynical, its pitiful
The way they think is criminal
Just to get some help, its nothing short of miracle
How does this end, how does he get beside
Nobody is with him and hes running out of time
I need everything to change, I need all this to decline
Wiping all the thoughts, a brand new state of mind
[Verse 6: Kstar]
She was just your average girl, loved to put on make up
But shes really sad cause shes going through a break up
Scream in to her pillow, she wants to be alone
But she stopped the second she felt the vibrations from her phone
[Verse 7: Kstar]
It was just this boy asking if shes fine
She said "yeah" but that boy knew it was a lie
So they started talking, up until 2
Before she read "yo, who doesn't want you"
So she went to bed with a smile on her face
For the first time she found her happy place
[Verse 8: Kstar]
Saw this boy again he's in most of her classes
She kinda like the way he pushes up his glasses
Kinda like the way that he brushes away his hair
Kinda like the way he pretends he doesn't care
[Verse 9: Kstar]
She was just your average girl, though she has a crush
Cause everytime this boy smiles she feels theres a rush
Now she can't wait till this boy texts her
Cause she finally feels no more pain, no more hurt
[Verse 10: Kstar]
But her ex says to her "hey I really miss you"
Now she doesnt know exactly what to do
Yeah this boy is nice, she seem really great
But her ex is perfect she makes a mistake
[Verse 11: Kstar]
Saw this boy texted "hey we should connect more"
But she said "I'm sorry" then closed that door
She was just your average girl, finally found her prince
But she never felt happy ever since
[Verse 12: Kstar]
But one day she got a call coming from this boys dad
Sayin he was found dead, shes never been this sad
Then was sent a screenshot, coming from this boys phone
Tellin' his best friend that she was his home
Now this girl is crying cause she found out her fear
That the boy that saved her was no longer here
[Verse 13: AGP]
Its neurological, it is illogical
Things happening like this, is it really even stoppable?
[Verse 14: AGP]
Everything's despicable
He was irreplicable
Thinking to herself is it just part of her chronical
All the things she does
Comes even more obstacles
Nothing ever works and she's getting more irrational
Its critical, ilitable
At this point its unfixable
Trying to recover
Just start wishing for a miracle
[Verse 15: AGP]
None of this ends and it won't just fly by
Without someone's help
Its not worth being alive
I need everything to change, I need all this to decline
Gather all your thoughts, a brand new state of mind
