[Verse 1:]
Look, everyday it's the same crap
Everyday I do something i wish I could take back
I don't even know who I am, where's my face at?
They push me, but I can't do nothing, I'm too laid back
So I make raps so I don't break, that's
Not the only reason so let me go way back
I've always had a lot leaning on my chest, but
They just think I've got depression and I'm constantly depressed, but
The truth is I'm not, I've got a problem stuck in this spot
Walked in this web and I got caught
Now I'm stuck, the web tangled me in a knot
Even when the sun's out this rain cloud follows me a lot, so
Don't tell me to forget it, Kurtis, ignore it
How am I supposed to ignore it when it's right above my forehead?
So you may be wishin' you'd just lay out on the floor dead
But listen I'll understand every thought that's rushing through your head
I understand all I do is sit back and grieve
I'm stuck, I can't get out, sometimes I wish i could pack and leave
But sadly, life ain't a fairy tale, there's no living happily
I don't know whether to be half full or empty, there's no water in the glass for me
I ain't perfect as everybody else, and some of the choices I made were bad for me
I need help, now that I do, everybody's turning their back on me
What about the things I've done for you? Do they just mean nothing to you
Obviously not so just leave me here to obnoxiously rot
[Hook:]
No crying, stop I'm here
On the other side of your ear
I'm in your head so let me stop the fear
You're not alone, everybody drops some tears
Don't think like me, you're not rottin'
Long as I'm here you'll never be forgotten
It's okay to cry, stop the fear
Everyone drops a tear...
[Verse 2:]
Lately, it seems like everyone's abandon me
My friends, my self, and even my family
Fuck, even my own mind's stranded me
I'm left completely alone and on my own
Nobody sees how special I really am, no
Not even when I catch the ball up in the end zone
I'm the guy that's always in the friend zone
And even when I'm not I'm always leaven here to rot
Even though I treated them better than they could've ever thought, but
I guess it really don't matter, he ain't never mad at her
Even though it hurts, I try to move on
Lace them up and get my shoes on
Get up but they're on the wrong feet, ooh darn
I guess it's harder than it sounds especially with all these other things around
As soon as I started thinking about it, I frowned
I tried to stand up but I can't even get my fucking shoes on
I can't keep my mood up for too long
So, what else could I possibly do?
I sat down and started writing a new song
Sat down with a pen and got more unique than a blue swan
But you can't make everyone happy, that can't happen
So I keep rappin' so my dreams I can see happen
Hook
[Verse 3:]
Yo, I love music, I live, listen, write, believe, and breathe it
They think it's wrong, but whatever, they ain't gonna read this
What you think they really care? No, so they act like I ain't there
But this is just something I gotta share
What's that? You do? That ain't the truth, that's just a plain dare
That's something I'll never believe, this is something you thought I could never achieve
Instead of ignoring it, I grieve, but I pulled it off with no trick up my sleeve
I'm sick of it, I just wanna leave, but hey the nights are long and days are longer
And eversingle one of those, I grow stronger, soon I'll hop over these problems like frogger
Actually probably not, the pain'll just get deeper
I'll be good and ready to leave when it's time for the Grim Reaper
I'll be nothing to anyone but just an old tweeker
I won't be a hero, a saint, or a great neither
But at least I'll be a voice up in your speakers
You're doing nothing but making me colder
I'm there when you need to lean on a shoulder
But when I need yours, you just push me over
You think I'm so bad yet I'm one of the only kids these days sober
But they'll understand when I'm the hottest person to rhyme
Or maybe not, but when it's time it's time
School is just a latter that I could never climb
I know there's people out there depressed but just know that I'm here
If you're crying, don't feel alone...
Cuz everybody drops tears...
Hook
[Outro:]
Yeah, this is to my fans
Look, I know how it is to be depressed and it's not fun
A lot of people out there that don't like you and you feel like you're alone
No, you're not, I'm always here
