[Verse 1: KXNG JAKK]
I see you sipping fireball as you get pissy drunk
But I ain't a drinker little brother, I'ma deep thinker, call it what you want
But if you turn your back, know that you just missed your chance
To witness the realest shit that's ever been told to man
I found myself losing focus, asking myself if my life was worth it
Embarrassed so I start questioning God like, "What is my purpose?
"
He said to live the way he did, that's all he want from me
To spread his word and keep a good heart, now my soul is free
I said alright, I was excited my dear lord finally took time to listen
Then I opened a bible to search for the part of me that was missing
And this is coming from a person that never believed in religion
But shit, my life is so fucked up man I can't help but give in
Now I'm giving advice to everybody we know or have never met
Hopped on top of a chair and told them how I was truly blessed
Felt like I'm free from all my sins when my confessions were over
So I walked out of my house all happy, and I'm feeling so good
Then I got a call from my girl saying we're done and straight disowned me
And that's when I lose faith again..
[Hook: KXNG JAKK]
What am I gonna do
Gotta have faith,
Life is too much
I'm just through
Where is your faith?
Faith, all you need is the size of a mustard seed
[Verse 2: KXNG JAKK]
Single mom in Florida raising both of us on her own
That's 2 innocent bastards cause our papa we never really got to know
Her day consists of working back and forth with those babysitters
Can't find no one to watch her kids, so we had to attain a day care center
Her ex husband ain't 'bout shit, and never was 'bout shit
Took his sons college money for another cocaine fix
She pray to God every night hoping that he'll mature
And maybe one day his kids, something that he'll live for
We wanna go back to school but we gonna need some help
Because it's hard trying to pay the bills when you're by yourself
Momma thought about credit card scams, until she heard a voice
That said, "The Devil is a lie, make a better choice."
And so it's back to the holiday inn she's gotta deal with
Her crazy ass boss that's always sharing the same building
Looked to the heavens and asked Him to make a better way
Then got a letter in the mail saying she's gotta pay the for damages we've made
Then she lost her faith again..
[Hook: KXNG JAKK]
What am I gonna do
Gotta have faith
, Life is too much
I'm just through
Where is your faith?
Faith, all you need is the size of a mustard seed
[Verse 3: KXNG JAKK]
This is for my people that stressing whenever times is hard
Your mind's slipping, wondering, "Is there really a God?"
Knowing you shouldn't think that way and trying to freeze your brain
But whenever there's pain, that feeling forever remains
We can't believe what we can't see and reality seems stronger than prayer
Cause you tried to change your life, and now you live in the middle of nowhere
And our father doesn't care bout his sons, but who cares
At the tender age of 14 you told me you no longer cared
Searching for answers, that's human nature, you ain't in the wrong
Just know when you feeling that way His Spirit's in the room
I watched people I know pray and catch there spiritual ghost
And wonder why I ain't ever caught that feeling before
Maybe they know Him better, or I don't know no better
But what I do know is that He's real and He lives forever
So the next time you feel like your world's about to end
I hope you studied because He's testing your faith again..
[Outro: KXNG JAKK]
I'd rather not live like there isn't a God
Than die and find out there really is
Think about it
