[Verse 1: Kyle McAuley]
I live a life that’s manic, fulfillment with disdain, I get lost inside my mind my trigger is the pain, inevitable battle my psyche I’m insane, and greed it resonates inside me siphons through my veins
My heart is raw my mind is clear my breath it marks the time, I vibrate with the good in life, a truth which is divine, but then a blur envelops me, my thoughts become malign, conciliate your adversary, break his fuckin’ spine
Absence of sound although noises surround ‘n it loiters through his core, but he knows when he rose there’s a gift to bestow upon the sea of open roars, then he channels his mind for he’s chosen, assigned it’s the time, it’s automatic, when his head will align with his voice and design an escape from all decay ‘n static
He remembers a time when he’d stare at himself and be overcome with dread, how the human body was so easily corruptible could be torn like a thread, or how torture devices fashioned by humans literally ripped you to shreds, a once breathing, functioning body transforms into organs and pools of red
Plague of infection, rotting the living, no control you watch as it spreads, or vanity’s ruthless demeanor, a virtuous martyr who loses his head, he can’t make sense, these thoughts overthrow him, affliction obscuring his view, but he’s just naive, hasn’t recognized there’s an ascendance that he will come to
[Chorus 1: Kyle & Keara McAuley]
He’s so torn inside, so confused n’ raw, sometimes he’ll break n’ cry, then keep pushing on, one single thing he knows, he bestows, a message for the world
(Keara) Inside him truth it revives him, once was broken now is standing up hear his message to the world
(Kyle) Built up inside of me a congestion of thoughts, scatter in every direction they tie my vision in knots, and although it makes me crazy I’ve held the strength to incur, an inner peace inside of myself, this is my message to the world
[Verse 2: Kyle McAuley]
Born into existence curious and so alive, his mother couldn’t keep up with him as hard as she tried, creating catastrophe, at the age of five, tell him not to do something, a plot would be contrived
For in his adolescent state he could not comprehend, why he wasn’t allowed to do everything he’d intend, an energetic child, his passion was innate, encumbered by emotion every thought conducted weight
In his gradual rise held a spark in his eyes, and he yearned to feel more, he was so exposed saw no reason to close his feelings behind a door, he was bright and beloved parents put him above everything else in their world, appointed to be anything he could see, witness victory unfurl
Then it happens one day his spirit starts to fade, overcome by something strange, a feeling inside he can’t fully describe, though it’s clear he doesn’t like the change, burdens heavy and fierce as it threatens to pierce through the joy he knows as life, unrefined he doesn’t recognize this is the moment his course is assigned
He struggles to gain clarity through the pain, to a hope he thinks farewell, for this feeling inside has him wanting to die, he’s engulfed within the hell, though as hard as it is and as much as he’d like tah succumb so the pain would subside, stifled by all the commotion there is a whisper in which he’ll confide
[Chorus 2: Kyle & Keara McAuley]
He’s so torn inside, so confused n’ raw, sometimes he’ll break n’ cry, then keep pushing on, one single thing he knows, he bestows, a message for the world
(Keara) Inside him truth it revives him, once was broken now is standing up, hear his message to the world
(Kyle) Built up inside of me a congestion of thoughts, scatter in every direction they tie my vision in knots, and although it makes me crazy I’ve held the strength to incur, an inner peace inside of myself, this is my message to the world
[Verse 3: Kyle & Keara McAuley]
(Kyle) Longing to interpret who I am, what I mean? As insecurity stains me, it leaves me feeling unclean, there is so much in this world that has me wanting to wilt, but a powerful voice inside, reminds me of what I have built
(Keara) He’s so torn inside, so confused n’ raw, sometimes he’ll break n’ cry, then keep pushing on, one single thing he knows, he bestows, a message for the world
[Chorus 3 - second half]
(Keara) Inside him truth it revives him, once was broken now is standing up, hear his message to the world
(Kyle) Built up inside of me a congestion of thoughts, scatter in every direction they tie my vision in knots, and although it makes me crazy I’ve held the strength to incur, an inner peace inside of myself, this is my message to the world
[END]
