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​i want you to watch me disintegrate. Lyrics by ​kysholic

​i really should’ve been better off dead.

2024

[Hook]
All I wanted was for you to watch me fall
Say that I'm okay when I'm ignoring all your calls
Cutting out my veins, I want to splatter the wall
Lying to my face, you make me wanna end it all
I wake up out of bed, it's not the same every day
I try to walk on over without my thoughts in the way
I look up at the sky and all I see is fuckin' grey
The only thing she'll see is that I'm gonna fade away
[Bridge]
I wake up out of bed, it's not the same every day
I try to walk on over without my thoughts in the way
I look up at the sky and all I see is fuckin' grey
The only thing she'll see is that I'm gonna fade away
[Hook]
All I wanted was for you to watch me fall
Say that I'm okay when I'm ignoring all your calls
Cutting out my veins, I want to splatter the wall
Lying to my face, you make me wanna end it all
I wake up out of bed, it's not the same every day
I try to walk on over without my thoughts in the way
I look up at the sky and all I see is fuckin' grey
The only thing she'll see is that I'm gonna fade away
Credits
​kysholic

​kysholic

About “​i want you to watch me disintegrate.” by ​kysholic

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"​i want you to watch me disintegrate." appears on "​i really should’ve been better off dead." in 2024.

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