[Part I: Wake Up!]
[Intro]
Ruby, hear my plea
If there's ever been a lonely man, can't you see it's me?
Been asleep for too long, my demons don't get along (Why would they?)
All take over day by day—what can I say? (I just love it)
Fight inside my brain, stay in your lane (I am the king)
Think I'm goin' insane, fuck feelin' pain (For the better)
[Verse 1]
Late night, winter weather, but bitches callin' me hot
Just adding chips to the pot, while your balance stay zero
Add water, the only ice you'll ever get
No hoes, they all textin' my phone
The king, thе only way you'll ever win a bet
Too brokе, you'll never get a bitch wet my way
I just made it rain, who am I to complain?
(You could never get me to wake up)
[Bridge 1]
I don't go outside, the Sun is too bright
My thoughts stay in dark, so it's fuck the light
Yeah, I can't sleep, but I'm doin' it anyways
Exhausted, tired, can't really blame me
Always rappin' the same thing, depression, obsession, need to wake up
Realize that I'm next up—fuck that, I'll show you that I am
Doubt me if you want to, you need to wake up
[Verse 2]
Flew out to New York, call it a day trip
Explored a city by myself, I was feelin' dangerous
Hit a new high, but now, I'm on a spaceship
Feelin' so spacious, I didn't want to leave like the trees in the fall
I got fucked up, said, "Fuck it, we ball", secretly hopin' that you'd call
Drop a bag at the mall
Tom Ford, Hermès, you cannot hurt me, but the feels never went away
Copped some LV, I just wanted your O-E
Don't care what we are, pull up in the Nissan TR 'cause I just keep droppin' Gs
But we hittin' center stage, stuck in a Luke Cage
But our Netflix got more hits than my dumb rap tricks, the theatrics
Nearly a Catholic, my father ain't back it
Went from backstabbed, to backshots
The sauce, I got Mott's, told me, "Pull up", and I told her:
[Bridge 2]
Get on me, and put in work
Ass so fat, I go berserk
I'm on top, and after, it hurt
I don't wanna wake up
[Verse 3]
I made "Can't Sleep Now!", I'm prolly goin' to hell, don't ever wish me well
I pick up the pace and keep raisin' the stakes
Made the song, told it was in poor taste—told she deserved it (Based)
Ass stance, like the cover, few regrets
But I never left up, sick of feelin' fed up
Drag my other feels along, always actin' wrong
But still, I got head to my own song
Ass pics with ass pics, I don't even gotta ask it
But back to my ex shit, I took the damage you did and benched it
'Cause after I got over you, you got overused and now we're through
You fucked my crew, yeah, yeah
I may be the biggest dick that you met, not just 'cause I'm an asshole
But if you told the story whole, then you wouldn't have the attention that you stole
Not my fault, you shouldn't have helped me wake up
[Part II: Woke Up!]
[Chorus]
My dream ended, now it's black
My eyes liftin', where you at?
My world's spinnin', but I'm flat
Slowly shiftin' on my back
My dreams tilted, feel less guilted
My dreams were safe, then you invade
Feelings faint, the birds chirp
Alarm buzzes, my eyes open and
[Verse]
I woke up (Yeah), and shit started to make sense
Stuck in a dream state, can't pretend I still don't feel heartbreak
I regret some of the shit I said, stuck in the past when I need to move
When you told me we were through, I didn't know what to do
Laid down in bed and cried my heart out
Wantin' to be dead wasn't the best way to start out the best year of my life
But still I fight, but I still need time to know how to get it right
Pray it happens before night
'Cause if it doesn't, I'm scared that my demons will take over
Turn my dreams into nightmares
Runnin' up the stairway to Heaven, I slipped, fell all the way down
777, I guess I got luck instead of being stuck, but I still have fears
But I guess it's better knowin' I should be here
Countin' my days by the dozen, wishin' I wasn't, yuh
[Outro]
I woke up and saw your face
Movin' on but still need time
I know that they'll fade, but I'm scared that I won't feel right
