[Verse 1]
So-called friend, I was trapped inside a deadlock
Said I was speaking nonsense, it's painted all in my head top
Why stop, maybe I should let all these meds drop
But I don't mess with medicine, focus stays on my desktop
Speak as if you knew me back then, but you'll never know me
Recollect my feelings and prove it if you're my real homie
I know you never could, only lies but ain't love to show me
Who's a friend and who's a villain, truth is everyone is lonely
You probably say you hate me, but you couldn't ever tell me
To my face, erase the thoughts of you that overwhelm me
So don't expect a place to stay with me if I get wealthy
I know you'll crawl to me praying that you were never deadly
I stay on edge my anxiety places in the middle
It's in my head, but it's real and I've been feeling little
Trapped in riddles, wearing me down to make me fickle
I shake and wriggle, I'm wishing I could kill it with nickels
Counting my blessings, I thrive in my essence
Despising your presence so leave me at once, please
I've been chasing down my demons like el babyaga
No time for love or the money, banning Balenciaga
I don't wanna talk, no blood
Finishing this war, no blood
No blood, no blood, no blood
Hook
Bad blood, please tell me what you think
Listen, don't wanna listen, your memories drown in drink
No, going back, but the shit that you spoke will stink
Wash the blood that's on your hands, red will only turn to pink
Bad blood, bad blood, bad blood, bad blood
[Verse 2]
Some betrayed me, tried convincing they weren't enemies
Sick of all broken heathens, with psychopathic identities
Trick of a silhouette, table set to feed me your therapies
One flame and you burn away all my memories
I feel I'm breathing in shadows, I'm losing oxygen
Step outside of my box, that I'm putting all of my boxes in
Easier said than done, death is my approximate
Now I know my demons, this feeling is that I'm cognizant
I see is terrorists, spreading like an infection
Hiding in lies of lives of people that give affection
I'm finished with you and I cause I'm tired of hearing lectures
Diminishing my pride was inspired by my projection
I tried so hard to make it feel I lost my own debate
My heads a mess so break it scared I’m just a dumb mistake
My gun is ready loaded now this is my time to shake
I’m done, now I can’t take it guess we all deserve this fate
(Gunshot & screaming)
[Hook] x2
Nixon, tell me what you think
Bitch, you better listen I've been drowning in the drink
No cover up, all that shit you've said will stink
Wash that blood that's on your hands then the red will turn to pink
I said Nixon, tell me what you think
Bitch, you better listen I've been drowning in the drink
No cover up, all that shit you've said will stink
Wash that blood that's on your hands then the red will turn to pink
You here me
You here me
You here me
Nixon, tell me what you think
Ayo make sure your friends are okay and its okay to not be okay, you can talk to people when you're not feeling okay, and don't take advantage of people who aren't feeling okay, cause that shits just fucked up
What if I'm wrong and its all in my head
But I'm all tied up stuck feeling scared
What if it's cool but the demons sing
Where the angels hide, and I'm trapped within
Tell me that it's real, I can deal with that
Everything I feel, I can deal with that
I can keep my head, I can deal with that
