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​a long awaited apology Lyrics by Lil 86

​who i am [EP]

2024

[Intro]
(What's up with you, Lil 43?)
[Verse 1]
Mood swings, feelings changing on the daily
Mainly 'cause you had death in your head
Smoked meds, cold sweats, and not to mention
How I made you feel dead
Wrist cuts, handcuffs, felt like you were arrested
I could only imagine how you felt
Anger, anxiety, depression all at once
Hit you in the face and left a few welts
You went through hell, and so did I, but that don't mean I wasn't wrong
Torn apart, your heart melts, my fault all along
I would take it all back, and would do you so much better
If it was possible, I'd make sure I never met her
'Cause I was so damn blind
You tried showin' signs
I sat here and asked why you were always so off
It's 'cause I was God awful
You tried to build a wall, all I did was let it topple
[Chorus]
Suffocated you, hope you know I didn't mean to
Didn't find it clear, nothing was see-through
So this a long awaited apology, now I learned
God gave me what I deserve
He held me back, but I couldn't let go
And if you could forget, I'd never know
[Verse 2]
Everything she did was for my own good
I took it for granted, everything I never understood
In 8th, I was dumb, made her feel beat inside
From the start, I was a hazard and I didn't even realize
Said she made me feel alive, she ain't know how to reply
Told me she wasn't afraid to die, I said, "Neither was I"
Love bruises made her wanna lose it
For me, she felt real bad, I don't know what I was doin'
Both of us was in the wrong, but I can't be defended
She feelin' defenseless, knew she had to end this
I was so attached, couldn't let her turn her back
Soon enough, I found out the truth about what we had
She ain't mean to fake it, she ain't know what to do
And her friends came at me, they tried to help her too
Eventually she broke down, and cut me loose
I done made her miserable, I'm such a fool
Never knew the pain I caused her, thought I could make her happy
Too late for that, heart sweet, brain snappy
[Chorus]
Suffocated you, hope you know I didn't mean to
Didn't find it clear, nothing was see-through
So this a long awaited apology, now I learned
God gave me what I deserve
He held me back, but I couldn't let go
And if you could forget, I'd never know
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Lil 86

Lil 86

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