(A while, A while, while, while, while,)
(Um, A while, I heard from them in a while)
(I ain't seen them in a while, I ain't been happy in a while)
Had to tell my cousin, Faith, we gotta link, ain't seen each other in a while
Been going full time, music grind, I ain't had a job in a while
I ain't heard from my dad in a while
Messed up my head when bro got gunned down
But Ima keep pushing 'til the sun down
My thoughts be wild when no ones around
I ain't gone lie I sent my ex a text I ain't heard from her in a while
And I know she tired of me, every time I try to talk she get loud
I got some boys that claim to be my brothers, ain't heard from them in a while
AP had asked was I ok, said he ain't seen me smile in a while
Yeah, I ain't smiled in a while
I got myself into all these problems
And all this blood feel like I'ma drown
And only God can solve 'em
I'ma big brother to my siblings
And I ain't been leading them the right way
And mama always told me "Lookout to God and go and pray"
I know I disappoint my family members with stuff they see on here
When I be doing all that stupid stuff and act like I dont care
And shawty said she love me all she wanted was me to pay for her hair
I be so heartbroken inside all this pain hurt
And I know, I know, I know, I know
Gotta Just go, just go, just go, just go
R.I.P to broooo, bro, bro bro
But now I gotta grind gotta live without you
Got haters watching my moves and they steady doubting
I had to cut shawty off cause she steady pouting
Life already hard I ain't got time for it
She wanted this and that and I couldn't afford it
I lost him and her and I ain't get remorses
Doctors wanted mama to have an abortion
I ain't supposed to be here, give God the glory
Y'all hate on me and y'all dont even know my story
Had to tell my cousin, Faith, we gotta link, ain't seen each other in a while
Been going full time, music grind, I ain't had a job in a while
I ain't heard from my dad in a while
Messed up my head when bro got gunned down
But Ima keep pushing til the sun down
My thoughts be wild when no one's around
I ain't gone lie I sent my ex a text I ain't heard from her in a while
And I know she tired of me, every time I try to talk she get loud
I got some boys that claim to be my brothers, ain't heard from them in a while
AP had asked was I ok, said he ain't seen me smile in a while
I be feeling like they don't care
Once I was struggling they stared
Nobody offered me no help
And they ain't know that I was aware
You claim you loved me but you snaked me
And girl I thought you was my lady
But you just wanted to break me
Finically and mentally
And I been having trouble going to sleep
Like Melly said you took the best of me
Sad I had to tell bro rest in peace
I can't believe you died on me
And I know, God gots me
Im supposed to be in Juvie
Im supposed to be locked up
I told my crew that God got us
Now everybody tryna ride with us
Remember you threw me under a bus
I gave her my heart she ain't deserve my trust
I been grinding fast cause im in a rush
I dont know when Im gone leave this earth
Who is we ? I'm like who is us ?
I'm rising up I can't be touched
I seen my brother in a while, while, while
Im different from these people and I stand out
Bro got locked up, he was caught up in the crowd
I seen my cousins in a while
Had to tell my cousin, Faith, we gotta link, ain't seen each other in a while
Been going full time, music grind, I ain't had a job in a while
I ain't heard from my dad in a while
Messed up my head when bro got gunned down
But Ima keep pushing til the sun down
My thoughts be wild when no one's around
I ain't gone lie I sent my ex a text I ain't heard from her in a while
And I know she tired of me, every time I try to talk she get loud
I got some boys that claim to be my brothers, ain't heard from them in a while
AP had asked was I ok, said he ain't seen me smile in a while
(A while, A while, while, while, while, A while)
