[Intro]
Wuh, uh
Muh, mmm
[Verse 1]
I been workin' 'til daybreak
Disregardin' what they say
My bitch told me to quit
I quit on her 'cause she crazy
I've seen pain inside darkness
Party with the devil
[?], bitch, I got several
My hearts made out of metal, led
I think I'd be way better dead
Think about it when I lay in bed
Look at all these thoughts inside my head
Half of them are illegal, [?]
[?] better ways
My definition was better, haze
Missed the times when shit was newer
But all of 'em were just better days
Takin' Adderal and then after
I'ma [?] shots like alcohol
I'm more than just a bully, [?] matadors
Go tell your counselor
I've been to hell before
Hell just called, they said they need more bodies
I got 'em twelve and then they asked for more
I drink the blood just like lemonade
I had the juice before pot was poor
I drop the noose when we go on tour
That excuse isn't optional
I can get a fuckin' nine-to-five
Be depressed, then what's livin' for
They lose the keys and tell us open doors
I spit nasty like an open sore
I give 'em what they want like an open store
Bitch, I go ham like an open bore
[Chorus]
I wasn't [?], bitch, I'm fallin'
Don't come to me when I'm ballin'
You kicked me while I was down
Now kiss my feet when you're crawlin'
I wasn't [?], bitch, I'm fallin'
Don't come to me when I'm ballin'
You kicked me while I was down
Now kiss my feet when you're crawlin'
Where'd my patience go
I'm unstoppable
I won't stop until I'm
Somewhere impossible
So, philosophical, I'm too far gone
If you're doubtin' me, you're too far wrong
I wasn't [?], bitch, I'm fallin'
Don't come to me when I'm ballin'
You kicked me while I was down
Now kiss my feet when you're crawlin'
[Verse 2]
Built from broken bridges
Hell, we're gluin' stitches
[?] deeper ditches
Fuck the fakes and bitches
They were never with us
Never where the shit is
Never, ever bumpin'
Music if it isn't
On the radio or
On your Hip-hop hit list
Bunch of fuckin' misfits
Lookin' for a business
Tryna make a livin'
Fuck all their opinions
Bitch, it's my decision
From my damn religion
To my intuition
Best know what you're gettin'
Know we do division
Skippin' when we
Skip them satans
[?] that's why
I'm so damn gifted
God wouldn't answer
Even if he listened
I be gettin' cancer
Smokin' like a chimney
Nothin' to live for if
Rappin' wasn't in me
Careless for my life
So don't you fuckin' tempt me
Fillin' up on pills
Because I'm feelin' empty
[Hook]
I've been focusin' on myself
Focusin' on my wealth
Fuck my brain and my health
Bitch, I'm tryna to sell
We're corruptin' your cells
Why you takin' those L's
I'll be eatin' my meals
How the fuck does it feel
To know you ain't shit but change
Absolutely nothing
I can't deal with that pain
I can't deal, livin' day to day
With no cash to claim, to my name
If I'm takin' that lane, then
Some might call me insane
[Chorus]
I wasn't [?], bitch, I'm fallin'
Don't come to me when I'm ballin'
You kicked me while I was down
Now kiss my feet when you're crawlin'
I wasn't [?], bitch, I'm fallin'
Don't come to me when I'm ballin'
You kicked me while I was down
Now kiss my feet when you're crawlin'
Where'd my patience go
I'm unstoppable
I won't stop until I'm
Somewhere impossible
So, philosophical, I'm too far gone
If you're doubtin' me, you're too far wrong
I wasn't [?], bitch, I'm fallin'
Don't come to me when I'm ballin'
You kicked me while I was down
Now kiss my feet when you're crawlin'