[Verse 1]
And I know you're moving on but for what it's worth
You could still hold my arm, my lips are yours
You know I won't but hell I tried
Peer pressure makes you do some bad stuff
Life is an experience
But I'm treated like you screw up and it's over
Because that's what they all waiting for
They wait 'til Satan grabs your face and screws you over
[Verse 2]
I'm at a party, and everybody's screamin' names
But when they get to me
Hell, they'll probably past right over me
I glance to my right, and it's got me in this mood
I hate that I always have to long for you
I hate that you're theirs
You're always in my head
I shoulda never ever tried you
Did me wrong, but I gave you three strikes an it still wasn't enough
I get one chance to screw up, and they all betray me
[Bridge 1]
Funny how life works, rapping especially
Gotta wait for the mistake
Ain't arrived yet?
Well your time's running out 'til the next young man comes up
And when he's gone, another lil rapper comes up and fails
Life's a game and so's
[Verse 3]
Rapping, if you find something that's not a game
Then I'll stop laughing
It's hard to picture what life would be like without me
I've asked that question to myself repeatedly
What have I accomplished?
Nothing yet, unless losing the most friends after a duet's it
I'm struggling pulling between seven feelings
Probably should stick to my gut
But I got thirty-seven people arguing in my head
'Bout what that chick did to make that chick mad
And chickens lay eggs, and yes I have chicken scratch
You see me scratching my head, because I have trust issues
And yes, I miss you, but finally there's a part at last
I don't know how I did it wrong or even if I did it wrong
Because you confused me 'fore a mistake, or the letter grade A
You're the ace of spades, and I'm the jack of diamonds
I'm four worlds over, and I'm torn, that's what I'm torn over
[Bridge 2: Lil 4 Feet]
Sure, we had a lotta memories
We kissed in November
Movies in January
Circled laps in December
Had a blast in February
Girls are unbelievable
They have this evil way of saying "Hi!" and "Oh You!"
And what hurts the most is how
I'm dancing happily in like a fivesome
And I went back-and-forth, back-and-forth
For me to get on good terms with all these women that effect me, And I showed them affection, but after they spread lies
I rethought me decision
I need your divided attention!
[Verse 4]
I switched up my position
I'm done being sympathetic!
Why the hell can't I enjoy my life like all you lifeless human knives?
I ain't mad, I'm pissed as I'll ever get!
How'd I let two girls smash me in the middle?
And leave me there, they tore my soul 'til it was bare
And concussed me, to the point where all I see, is
Faces of aces who are spaded and raided 'til they're faded
And returned to their old statement, this game's not amazing
Then, the two girls high-five each other
Yesterday, they didn't know each other
Or know I had a brother
Because it's one after another, another and another
[Bridge 3]
But I ain't that mad, I'm getting over it
I'll battle all this 'til I have to forget it
Addiction for Bellas, gotta use my Logic, no Nikki
A life ain't worth living, if girls ain't giving
And pain ain't grimacing, like Etika the mannequin
What a menace in a coffin bin
[Outro]
MC squared was Albert E
But square roots they were Alberty's
I guess I'll have to regroup
This ain't the life I wanted to choose
Y'all know this hurts
A lot, man
