Part I
[Verse 1: Lona]
Kerry Lona
Kerry the lame
Kerry the nerd
Kerry the loner
Used to dream of come up
All the girls with double d's, used to front on me
Now I'm balling out, you can juggle deez
Got the diploma, now for the degree
Yeah they say they always love me huh and I can't agree
Cause if memory serve me right
My exes never deserved me right
And you never did serve me right
I know you seen The Help
I needed help
But no one lended me a hand
No one believed in the plan
That's why all the crabs in my barrel
Are now in the pan
Fixing to fry, living to die
The young shepherd was sheltered
Conditioned to living inside
Thoughts of being good would get me love
I was living a lie
I was making them A's
And the ones who'd mock my name
Was making I's, no surprise
Incomplete, incompetent, can't compete
Yeah they talking down on me cause granny cook and I would eat
What's skinny nigga?
Like really nigga?
Fresh just like that Philly nigga, do you feel me nigga?
That inner struggle like laws dog
It might kill a nigga
[Hook: Lona]
Who am I, well you say you know
Who am I, ooo I think I know
Hang on to the past cause I can't let go
Got them insecurities, can't let it show
[Verse 2: Lona]
Lona the man
Lona the don
I got what you need
I got what you want
They hating the person but love the rapper
Love the sex but hate the morning after
Love Stephon but they hate Steve
But that ain't me
No Buddy Love, I'm all Klump
Nigga what's up
They fucked up
When they said fuck me
But luckily I got a big heart on some me shit
To forgive all that said that I wouldn't be shit
Same ones calling me the shit
I be out here and I see shit
Like all of you niggas in pieces
Murder you just with a thesis
All while the kid is in the pieces, pieces
The don dominant, you just decent
This ain't nothing out the golden age or the recents
Make you hate me is social media's pretense
I don't get offended homie I ain't playing defense
Cause when I reply you going to want to repent
Niggas change up
First they Alphas then Omegas
Niggas piggy backing, then they end up walking
Girls rate me a 2, then we end up talking
The niggas you love ain't going far
I did me, ended up raising the bar
They hate and gaze from a far
Like Aladdin, Jafar
Cause they ain't up to par
Young Tiger Woods
Say you can be great
I might just could
I'm just not sure
He got game and I rock this court
He got game and I rock this court
[Hook 2: Lona]
Who am I, well you say you know
Who am I, ooo I think I know
Hang on to the past cause I can't let go
Got them insecurities, got to get it though
Part II
[Verse 1: Lona]
My deepest fear is I'll never be good enough
Hood say I ain't hood enough
Judged my value off hoes that stood me up
Father I was hoping maybe you could hook me up
With a little bit of confidence
I don't know what my problem is
Lately I been breaking all of my promises
Hope I can fulfill prophecies
And get them hooked like the pharmacy
So momma see
Probably gain a couple apologies
From some has been that was knocking me
Misery is all i know
Happiness is all i want
Wish I knew how to get there
Wish I knew the keys to life and how I could make the shit fair
Remember back when I did care
No one ever kept it real yeah
They was like Kerry dog, get out of your feels man
How they gone feel when
They look up and a got to look up
Cause the lame stayed true and that lame had a plan
And that hell that they put him through made him the man
When they ain't give a damn
Who was really down when I was really down
Who look silly now
They hit my line I'm like really now
Oh you feel me now
My biggest fear is dying young
Full of sin and unaccomplished
Fuck the turn up I don't want it
Call me what you want
At least I'm honest
I'm my worst critic and there's no reason for it
It's like I know I got the part but I'm still reading for it
It's like fuck the money and the fame so why I'm feigning for it
It's like fuck a thot, but I give her all of mi amor
20/20 since I was itty bitty, but it's 2016 and I'm seeing more
Being aware, wide awoke, being sure
This world full of illness
And maybe I could cure it with these ill kicks and this realness
A lot of yall going to try hard not to feel this
But I know you want to
Who was chosen?
Kerry Lona
Part III
Everywhere that I go they calling me a lame
I just think it's funny how they always know my name
Talking shit when I'm not around but it's always love when they see me
Colder than Tony Hawk in 03 with a beanie
Headed where only Scotty can beam me
Fed up with the timeline
And I'm so sick of the TV
Wrote this on ego trip, i feel like world need me
I'm feeling like they owe me
Got them like who is this new nigga
Adios to the old me
Everywhere I go they asking who am I
Everywhere that I been, counted me out of life
They asking what's the limit, i think its somewhere past the sky
They said I'll never be shit so you know I got to try
