Intro:
Living in Deep Hatred
Verse:
Look at me, self loathe, cut throat, time to eat crow, who though, what do I know, I just hate this broken home, I just hate this fucking home/
I guess that’s where I come in, keep judging, I ain’t budging, you gun-clutching, you say you thuggish/
Well I’m 2 stones rubbing, I got a spark and I’m gonna prevail/
Bad guy, leave your body slumping, a great white shark, and I won’t derail/
Tried to avail, just to come out the bad end, pour my heart out in the pen, i guess I’ll meet my end, but till then/
Nothing is finna stop me, meet my final form, I’m gonna take hold
Demons in my wall, I’m gonna kill em all, anger and pain, anger and shame/
I was just so sad, took granted the things that I had, then anger just came/
Thing just became bad, and I now I blame it all on my dad/
Man what!/
See I got the rep of a villain, the best thing I’ve written/
Many times thinking of quitting, then I took a minute, who am I kidding/
Sins I’ve committed but what I’m spittin’ is real, I feel like I can keep hitting till there’s nothing to feel/
Nothing to fulfill, I got wounds that won’t heal/
I’ve shed too many tears, I’ve drunk too many beers/
Sorry momma, but I gotta be clear, I’m stuck in my sphere, is only me and myself, we’re gonna go far/
Try to pick this shit apart/
Bar for bar, this came straight from the heart, I mean where do I start, too many snarly remarks/
The journey that momma embarked, too much shit that I disregard/
There’s fault from both parts, there’s a lot of shit I don’t know how to deal with/
There’s a lot of shit that I just go day by day, there’s a lot of shit that I say/
There’s a lot of shit that makes me wanna stay/
But I gotta leave, or I’ll be under siege, I cannot cease, god I’m on my knees like Pac with his weed and Hennessy/
I’m just trying to breathe, waiting for the trigger that I gotta squeeze, this shit’s life or death but I’ll never leave to regret/
Test me if you please, I’m angry and never at ease/
I’m at point of no more conversations, no hesitation, BOOM! It’s a confrontation, I’m full of innovation/
You the G.O.A.T. now that’s an exaggeration but I’m done, I’m taking this final bullet, pull it/
Kill it! BANG! No fuck that! I’m a snapback like a Yankee/
Depressed and empty, I dare you to tempt me/
Gun addict, with semi-automatics and 9 millimeters, to fend off misdemeanors when I done had it/
My thoughts are sporadic, but you thought I was innocent till I went all Gipsy Blanchard on you fucking faggots/
You dare push me, you’ll get slapped I’m the equivalent of what would happen if Suge rapped, I bully everybody around me till the day I get capped /
Whoever listens hope they I know I’m talking to ‘em, haters I just flip it to ‘em/
This a language that Imm the most fluent, the words to this beat that I’m superglueing/
A teenager with a lot of anger and
Just a bit of Eminem influence, put a little Pac and oh yea that’s music/
Oh no trust me I ain’t human, there ain’t no way I would’ve gotten through it/
Death is here , I can feel it looming, dark clouds I hear oh yea that’s gloomy/
Little boy with fear oh no he’s blooming, thought he was calm and then BOOM! “Oh did he just do it?!”/
The only one that can do it!/
No one can do it like I can do it, don’t even copy, you’ll look stupid/
The illest and the truest, damn right the illest and the truest/
I said the illest and the truest, yea the illest and the truest/
How you gonna school someone when they shooting/
I’m a hair trigger shooting with a Derringer/
Nothing major, I’m in danger from the evil teenager inside/
Trying to pry away my life/
Fuck it, I’ll get past it, I’m cleaning out my casket/
Close it and wrap it, buried with a straight jacket/
These are not only my problems, I speak for the masses/
No one understands what’s passion, I’m asking god for one more chance till I meet my assassin, 2 months I’m dropping a classic then
BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!
Shoots flurried to my chest, to hell I hurry/
I just needed to vent, it’s my anger management, no idea what I got to manage then/
But then again...
Outro:
10-18-82 it’s coming. I’ve been waiting to shut all of you up
