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What I Hide Beneath Lyrics by Luke Rainsford

I Just Don’t Deserve To Be Loved

2018

I stopped hurting myself
At least physically
But I've been held hostage inside my own brain with my ghost that's haunting the thoughts I think I need
I stopped wishing myself to an early grave
I've been working how I'll spend my days besides wasting my time just haunting my room with the ghost inside my head
Every time you kiss him I hope you taste my alcohol stained lips from back when I used to drink
I tried to drown out your name all I ever drowned out was your face
What was I supposed to think?
I stopped taking all my pills and started eating right
I showered every day this week
I've been falling asleep instantly
I've been waking up alive
Things are looking up for me
It was an honest mistake
I thought I had it right this time and I'd be a better man
But I always let myself down
And everyone around me wants the best from me
Every time I call your name I seem to block out all the worst things I always used to think
I spent last year in the worst place that I've ever found myself in
So it's obvious I've grown
Let the worst things in
'cause they made me who I am
And now I'm a better man
Let the worst things in
'cause they made me who I am
And now I'm a better man
Less ashamed of what I hide beneath
Haven't cut or burned myself in weeks
I can talk without gritting my teeth
I stopped thinking about death this week
Less ashamed of what I hide beneath
Haven't hurt myself in weeks
I can talk without gritting my teeth
I stopped thinking about death this week
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Luke Rainsford

Luke Rainsford

About “What I Hide Beneath” by Luke Rainsford

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"What I Hide Beneath" is credited to Luke Rainsford. Songwriting credits may include additional writers listed on the release; check the credits section on this page for linked collaborators.

"What I Hide Beneath" appears on "I Just Don’t Deserve To Be Loved" in 2018.

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