(Verse) Dear family, I am sorry for this letter Sorry for the pain I'm leaving behind, I hope it gets better I have done something stupid and not out of pride or pleasure But cause I felt too much pressure To please everybody except myself so against myself I had a vendetta They say you reap what you sow and now my body is cold Damn man I might need a sweater Before I explode with guilt and anger, I need to mix all of my emotions and try and get it together Just like a carburettor Cause I can't get no rest I've been feeling so stressed I've been feeling depressed All of these thoughts in my head Cannot sleep when I'm in bed Maybe I'll sleep when I'm dead Cause how can a home not feel like home, sorry but somebody has to confess Remember when I was kicked out of the house and had to sleep on the floor You never forgave me but you forgave me somebody else who brings trouble to the door This how I feel to the core But this is not new to me I can ensure That I have already been here before My drip is the blood from the scars that i've worn Drinking away every drink that I pour is the way I endure all the pain That is something that can't be restored Don't even know what goes on in my head, maybe the demons can give you a tour Late nights that i've stayed up Scenarios i've made up Thinking bout the robbery and breakups This a foundation you can't make up To face my fears, I look in the mirror As we go through chapters, the book's getting thinner Trapped in a tunnel, i've not seen a glimmer of hope My body gets cold and I shiver Been known firing shots but if I had one more shot to fire, would I pull the trigger I know you don't want to hear this but that's how I'm feeling I know the truth can be bitter The amount of trapped inside is a fair amount I guess there are some things you don't care about I was out the door ready to die Where you never even cared bout my whereabouts Risked health to show potential in me The more I please them, the less I am me The more that I write, the less that I speak The less that is said, That less that I breathe Tried to please them instead I lost my mind Looking at the clock and i've got no time When I feel low, you all stay high Now I'm here asking myself why Why? Would I leave this behind But maybe for all the demons to die I needed to die Cause death is the only thing guaranteed in this life Do what I (Mc)can 'fore I'm missing like Madeleine Losing the plot from the shit i've been battling Depression and family issues along with the album, don't know how I balance it Got my whole life in the palm of my hands, so tell me why the fuck am I gambling Hanging on by a thread man I'm dangling Don't know what's happening Everything's blackening It's all unravelling Maybe I'm rambling Maybe I'm talented Maybe I'm not but it's saddening That I'm abandoning my life away, man I'm panicking Scrambling at the rope on my neck, man I am strangling Losing all hope Maybe today is the day that I broke All I can do is say sorry Cause that is the end of my suicide note... (Outro)
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