[prod. by cRAE]
[Verse 1]
Should I cherish this moment or black-wash all the memory?
Should I fear the comments or harden up to the parody?
'04 was more than just another annual ring
Previous dreams, I wonder why I had them in green
Pollen grains ain't good for my iris
They' tell me you' a rose and I avoid your stigma
The bracing aroma deepens as I witness your blossom
You' well-balanced like a proton
But we don't have the chemistry
I don't foresee this fairytale strike a happy ending
The best that I can be is the best man at your wedding
Whatever puberty done to us, or maybe to me
Strangers from the outer space with a substance within
But what is it?
It's a vibration with half-solid resonance
Something like scattered notes of a sweet serenade
That could sound like jingle bells if we play them well
But we ain't the best pianists
We' diametric and opposites attract but we' too polar
The extremity is too intense
I could never be an intellect but let's do the math
You and I are divided
Multiplied with confusion
[Chorus]
'Cause if the clouds don't break, who's to clear the skies?
Would you feel the same affection if I like you tonight?
So if I die before my time, would you value all my rhymes?
Would you treasure all those moments we had?
Or just something like that
I know the clouds won't break, lemme clear the skies
Would you look at Mr Right and tell him I was alive?
Why contemplate on the yet when the present is in our hand?
It belongs to you and I
[Verse 2]
I'm too fragile, I could snap to discontent
I could snap when emotion is overtaking my conscience
We've known us for more than a decade now
Happy anniversary, can we toast to that?
I know that you could, but would you open up, would you be cool with that?
Would you be fine with that? I know you wouldn't
I wouldn't either, I can't see what we've achieved
Since growing more apart and developing into strangers
Dealing with adult pressures
The older feeling was precious
Before my mind was contaminated
I lost my patience
How immature, I could've waited
Or maybe you' the reason philophobia taken over
I'm not built to withstand the reality all is over
But did we ever start?
Or maybe you was just a crush, an old childhood fantasy that still lives in me
You'll live longer than me and surely achieve more
But would you frame me on your wall?
Ha?
[Chorus]
'Cause if the clouds don't break, who's to clear the skies?
Would you feel the same affection if I like you tonight?
So if I die before my time, would you value all my rhymes?
Would you treasure all those moments we had?
Or just something like that
I know the clouds won't break, lemme clear the skies
Would you look at Mr Right and tell him I was alive?
Why contemplate on the yet when the present is in our hand?
It belongs to you and I
[Verse 3]
Somehow bittersweet
Somewhere between glad and down
You know me well enough to expose my heart's color
What kills me inside is my own ignorance
Or rather my situation, the way I was raised
I wouldn't like what happened to our parents happen to us
So we'd rather stay apart, I say this with a weeping heart
If only I could make it in this vicious world
I could've stood a better chance but you' no material woman
But I do wish you'd comprehend my like for you
We could have something else in common apart from knowing you
The prognosis of desperation, I fabricate the future
'Cause besides confused minds, what else do we have mutual?
[Chorus]
'Cause if the clouds don't break, who's to clear the skies?
Would you feel the same affection if I like you tonight?
So if I die before my time, would you value all my rhymes?
Would you treasure all those moments we had?
Or just something like that
I know the clouds won't break, lemme clear the skies
Would you look at Mr Right and tell him I was alive?
Why contemplate on the yet when the present is in our hand?
It belongs to you and I
