[Verse 1]
Making hella choices I wouldn't've made a year ago
I been on my knees praying to God, I need a miracle
Am I talking to my ceiling or am I invisible
I had no idea following You would be so difficult
If my parents knew what I do they'd be disappointed
The devil talking to me on my shoulder, it's annoying
Drowning in temptation and my holy water's poisoned
I used to have a conscious til my decisions destroyed it
The truth is I'm awake and I'm aware of my sins
And to be honest I don't know why I am still on the fence
Jesus, He was there for me when I was never with Him
Can You help me Lord, calling out to You to repent
[Hook]
Lord I need Your help, can You hear me at all
I can't do this by myself, can You give me a call
This can't be good for my health, I'm afraid Ima fall
Can You save me from this hell, saying so help me God
Lord I need Your help, Lord I, Lord I need Your help
I can't do this by myself, I can't do this by myself
Lord I really need Your help, Lord I, Lord I need Your help
I can't do this by myself, I can't do this by myself
[Verse 2]
Are You the One that's leaving me or am I the one that's leaving You
Then again I am the one that has been absent in the pews
Lately life's been crumbling and I don't know what I should do
That's why I'm falling on my knees and looking up to talk to You
I'm terrified of the future and embarrassed of my past
Called to God in heaven but I never heard Him back
I'm waiting for replies, Jesus tell me where You at
I'm drowning in my fear and doubt, Jesus throw the raft
You say You love Your children but it feels like You forgot one
Not sure what I still believe, are You really God's Son
Staring at my ceiling with this feeling that is not fun
Tell me it's gon be okay, promise me You're not done
[Hook]
Lord I need Your help, can You hear me at all
I can't do this by myself, can You give me a call
This can't be good for my health, I'm afraid Ima fall
Can You save me from this hell, saying so help me God
Lord I need Your help, Lord I, Lord I need Your help
I can't do this by myself, I can't do this by myself
Lord I really need Your help, Lord I, Lord I need Your help
I can't do this by myself, I can't do this by myself
[Verse 3]
You never left, You've been with me all along
Now I'm finally feeling free, now I'm finally feeling strong
You took me out the dark and forgave me for my wrongs
Yeah You filled me with life, that's why I'm singing this song
You can't have ascension if you never have redemption
Looking down from heaven, raining all these blessings
Now I feel alive, now I feel like I was destined
Putting all my trust into the One that resurrected
What a ride, Jesus saved my life
Praise to the Most High
I'm alive, walking with a power that makes demons hide
Shine my light, future looking bright, I can never die
God I'll give you all my trust because you've never left my side
[Hook]
Lord I need Your help, I was going astray
I can't do this by myself, so You came to my aid
This can't be good for my health, so You healed all my pain
Can You save me from this hell, Lord You showed me the way
Lord You picked me up, Lord You, Lord You picked me up
Can't do this without Your love, can't do this without Your love
Lord You came and picked me up, Lord You, Lord You picked me up
Can't do this without Your love, can't do this without Your love
[Bridge: Eric Cobbins]
Even when you look and you can't see Him
He's still there
When I get in trouble
God is there
When I think that I'm all by myself
God is there
[Outro: Andrew James]
Um, just been answering prayers like twenty-four seven
It's like putting me in the right place at the right time, you know
All makes sense now, you know
I kinda, I don't know, I didn't pray before
You know usually I'm like "Alright God do you want me to hangout?"
And like, I just can't be around people that will suck me back into that way
And uh if God isn't number one in my life then all this goes to waste
It's nothing you know
If I don't have God number one in my sobriety
Under that what am I doing
It's just kinda waiting
If I'm not doing anything about it, you know what I mean
If I'm not praying, that's when I know something's up, if I'm not even praying like
I am totally not perfect so
