Take advantage. Take advantage
Two words painted across my chest that only they can cee
Want to leave and unwind like a broken tape
When I float in sadness then I float in spaces vacancy
Hey Maxx, you ain't supposed to break
You the strongest man we know, how you suppose you ain’t?
I arose to feint. The feint pictures in my mind are blurred
Want to scream but can't find the words or climb the nerves
Looking down because I manifested sadness
They all take advantage of my kindness and on average
It's a high statistic; so, I plan to get high to fix it
It doesn’t matter that my mind is mystic
We all go through it and grow past it, but it still planted
They cee the smiles and they throw ashes
So sad it's just the matter of fact, pretty tragic
I understand the love but the feeling is stuck in traffic
The nice guy loses or proceeds to get better
They really don't like me, I fly with different feathers
My frown births the clouds, allows the sun to hide
Because you didn't give a fuck when I was shining outside
You stuck up in the pride
Sometimes I wanna unbuckle myself off the ride, and float with the tide
Take me deep into solitary harmony
In other words, help me with this virus that is harming me
Lacking air like a starving tree
Life without me is hard to cee, pardon me
Once the alarm will ring I'll arm the siege
Of negative feelings in arm reach, grab the pen and mark the ink
Can't drown myself in drinks that's my word up
I'm a light weight. I’ll fall off the edge by the 3rd cup
Watching the night shake at the escape of the chill
No explanation to be taking the pill. Break the seal
(The Sun King removes his glasses, and speaks to Maxx in “Pure Conscience Form”)
But how quickly you forgot who you was in a snap
You can’t be sad when you plot to get a buzz off of rap
The man of many different emotions, got his hand in a trap
Get the hell out before you fail and stand in a crack
Black out. Yo my son, back out
And never have emotions without knowledge that leads to wack doubt
And you know this family. C'mon God be real
Stand tall like when sod meets steal. You feel me?
Take it easy though relax a bit. Gotta sit back and quit
Over fucking thinking or you’ll end up in the blackest pit
Grab the wax, get lit, don't stress out
When you wanna reach up in your heart; fucking pull your chest out
And you wanna get away, say fuck it and run
Then you'll suck as a brother and you'll suck as a son
You will suck as a friend when you abandon your peeps
You need to stand in your crease, make a plan to just seek
Out, the motive to conquer your higher being at peak
I know you’re making the progress as your ceeing the reach
Keep going. For the love of yourself keep going
Even when it means you gotta cry, sit back write a bleak poem
Let it out. Flush the toxins from your mind
And no longer will you ever be blocked in from your shine. Trust me
No old man in the sky gonna allow you to grasp
Your purpose and your task to the earth in which you pass
Understand your meaning as a human being
Your body is classified as such yet your soul is the truest force
You're due in course to move remorse into which you remove the demons
Sooth and easy, nice and steady, like the slice of a nice machete
Against another knife, confetti sharp when the mind is heavy
Peace and love cousin…goodnight
You got it down. Keep it going. Push with all your might
*Jimmy Carter wonders whether or not Maxx 39 got angry while trapped in F.E.A.R.*
