(Verse 1)
Lord forgive me for going so crazy
I gotta go home and live with this lady
Who act like she pregnant
I'm lost in the wreckage
It’s all in your plan, but what is the message?
If the answer's a secret, I promise I'll keep it
Fear of unknown is my greatest weakness
Hands to the sky, but they’re they're blocked by the ceiling
Deliver from evil Lord God if you're willing
Denied as a hero, I'm playing the villain
They made a decision while lacking conviction
I'm stuck in a maze and not feeling amazing
And look what I'm faced with
Not Heaven or Hell, I'm stuck in the middle
I'm falling apart my life is so brittle
My family so distant, I’ve always felt different
A man on mission
I’m spilling these thoughts I've locked in the vault
I had in idea, forgot what it’s called
MAN!!
Can't even finish a sentence without interruption
Put that on the list for my bucket
My marriage in ashes, my life is just crashing
All of a sudden, the touch of a button
God sent me a lover fresh out of the oven
Cuz she's been through the fire, and she was a fighter
I told her my struggles, she called me a LIAR!!
Yeah, she called me a liar
We went out to lunch, I didn't say much
I’m pressing my luck
Was this a mistake? Had I lost my game?
If this was a step, I took it in faith
We go back to work
She emails me that, she wants to go back again...
I guess it worked out in the end
A little confused, I went on date 2
It turns out that she's a mother of 3
I'm not even trippin, got no opposition
Got so much to give with all I've been given
My family accepts it, it feels like a blessing
But B wants to wreck it
Opinion is worthless, don't know what his worth is
Since when is he perfect?
God gave me revival, I'm reading my bible
You can't see my changes? You're stuck in denial
No more asking for help when I feel I'm in danger or praying in anger
The Lord is my Savior. I gotta declare it
He gave me a message, I came here to share it
No weapon can hurt me, he gave me his mercy
Harvest is coming, I'm planting my seeds
Don't need understanding, he's given me peace
Christian music provided, I'm feeling inspired
Old flame reignited
Mineo and Lecrae are 2 of my faves
They showed me the way
My taste buds have changed
But one thing remains...
The reason I do this!
Shout out to NF real music
He's one of the illest or 1 in a million
They call him a cynic, but I can relate
Industry is the master, hip hop is the slave
I murder the beat and dig up his grave
I switched up my tracks and made em original
Well overdue, but timing is critical
No longer explicit but pushing the limits
I came here to kill it in spite of the critics
I switched up my motives, I regained my focus
I'm killing the quotas
Shattered and battered, I'm climbing the ladder
I'll start at the bottom and reach for the top
No looking down, it's a heck of a drop
….I'm the best in the industry, truth had to come out eventually
You think that you're better?
You gotta be kidding me
Let me be modest, I'm one of the hottest
I'm just being honest
6 years in production
I didn't release...cuz I didn't love it
That should say something
Headache and Heartbreak
I learned it the hard way
As for what's next?
The M.I.C. or M.I.K.E?
What will it be?
I haven't decided, I'm in between titles
I'm not gonna rush it, just know that it's coming
I gotta good feeling inside of my stomach
One last request, give praise to God for all you've been blessed
Musician is Christ, I gave up my life to JESUS
No longer pretending I will represent it
6 years delayed but the album is finished! AAAAH
