Uh
Yeah
Thinkin' that I set it right
When you came in my life & I pushed you away (Yeah)
Cause I got these opportunities
But you pursuin' me
'N I don't know how Imma make (yeah)
It in a position of glamorous fashions
No cameras, just action
I get what I take
(Mmmm) I hope the devil don't ruin me
He consumin' me
Inside wit' the thoughts in my brain
Yeah
Part of me wants you to fade
Away from my life in this day
(Yeah)
I pray a lot, my feelin's jot
-Ted down on this note in this ink
(Note in this ink)
'N hopefully, God he can take
You outta my life, you can't stay
(Mmmmm) Cause honestly
You'll only feel pain 'n damage
I gotta say that
Uh, uh
You borin' me
I guess that's why you ignorin' mе
I guess that's why you be pourin' deep
'Yo soul inside of thеse tours you seek
Think a lot how you soared the sea
Then climbed the lot, got higher than me
'N I can't stop this fire in me
But I can't make you my priority
Thinkin' that I never had you
'Cause you never said you love me to yo' face
(Mmmmm) 'N thinkin' that I never had you
'Cause you went 'n found somebody to replace me
Wonder if things would be different
If we tried to finish at a slower pace
(Mmmmm) Anxiety troubles my mind
I try to get by
I try to erase
Peeped that you sent me a message, a question, ignored it
Cause I can't respond
I think of you daily 'n how I mistreated you
Couldn't ignore all the petty remarks
That I would make at you
Said you unfazable
But you were fazed by my deeds 'n my wrongs
You'd send me a call
I'd look @ the screen till it faded to black
Then continue my songs (songs)
I'm sorry my actions led to your attachment
Cause baby, I never meant for this to happen
You came in my life as a simple distraction
But now you a symbol of why I can't have this
This leisure of love i was seekin' above
I would pray through the day, 'n the night thinkin' of
Memories I would make in my future wit' her
Now that future is gone, 'n my heart has returned
I'm sorry that you of all people was hurt (hurt)
Sorry that I could never make us work (work)
I'm sorry that you couldn't be by my side (side)
Be in my eyes (eyes)
Or be my first (first)
Sorry that I could never be mature ('ture)
So sorry that I could never be the cure (cure)
To all yo' withdrawals, or desparate thoughts
So sorry that I couldn't be in 'yo Earth
I'm sorry that-
Uh, uh
You borin' me
I guess that's why you ignorin' me
I guess that's why you be pourin' deep
'Yo soul inside of these tours you seek
Think a lot how you soared the sea
Then climbed the lot, got higher than me
'N I can't stop this fire in me
But I can't make you my priority
Thinkin' that I never had you
'Cause you never said you love me to yo' face
(Mmmmm) 'N thinkin' that I never had you
'Cause you went 'n found somebody to replace me
Wonder if things would be different
If we tried to finish at a slower pace
(Mmmmm) Anxiety troubles my mind
I try to get by
I try to erase
Uh, uh, uh
Just stop, just breathe, I'm followin' love
Fallin' in love's, a gift and a curse
Obedient manner, or felony first
If I could reverse
The time 'fore my hearse
Wit' all of the knowledge I got in this verse
Then I would secure, the spot that I earned
Cause baby, you perfect, 'n baby, you pure
A ripple effect that I'm causin' by bein' so anti-responsive, then talkin' like this
Cause when I impact you that crater is growin', affectin' how you show affection 'n live
I say I don't miss
You say that I'm cocky, but baby I'm confident, I know you see it
I know that you fear it
I know that you feel it
When you get around me, stop bein' conceited
Ironic, I know (I know, I know)
Cause pride is an issue I'm dealin' wit' daily (daily)
'N lust, like when I'm around you, confuse it wit' love, 'n it's drivin' me crazy (crazy)
A star was born the 23rd
That's yo' birthday baby, don't trip
But, I gotta floor it, 'n flourish, so I'm assurin' you act like I don't exist
Forget about this (forget about this)
Forget about us (forget about us)
Forget about tips 'n tricks I used when you was close to just givin' up
Forget about lust 'n desires
& qualities that you admire
Told you that you give me strength to inspire
But baby, I feel like a liar, cause
Uh, uh
You borin' me
I guess that's why you ignorin' me
I guess that's why you be pourin' deep
'Yo soul inside of these tours you seek
Think a lot how you soared the sea
Then climbed the lot, got higher than me
'N I can't stop this fire in me
But I can't make you my priority
Thinkin' that I never had you
'Cause you never said you love me to yo' face
(Mmmmm) 'N thinkin' that I never had you
'Cause you went 'n found somebody to replace me
Wonder if things would be different
If we tried to finish at a slower pace
(Mmmmm) Anxiety troubles my mind
I try to get by
I try to erase
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah, yeah
(Erase, erase)
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Said, yeah, yeah
Need somebody who gon' ride
Yeah
Yeah
Uh
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Said, yeah
Yeah
