[Chorus]
I’m accident prone
I’m just in my zone
Taking substances just to heal my pain and to help me write these songs
I don’t want no money or no fame, cus all my niggas gone
I can’t kick it with you, fuck it now my feelings gone
I’m just on my own
I’m just doing me, living happily
I say sarcastically cus my demons after me
I can’t get no sleep, I can’t get no peace
Every day feels like the same, Is this what Hell would be?
If this is what Hell feels like, then Imma die twice
I’ll right some wrongs and fix some bridges in my next life
I’ll write some songs and get that bag until the end of life
It’s filled with pain and strife, I don’t see the point
But if I’m in it, I better win it, I’ll get to the finish line
Sip some potion, spark a joint, I’m running out of time
If I say I love then I mean it, this like my hundredth time
This like my thousandth time, talking bout my demons
It’s so much poison inside my veins, I just hope my heart don’t reach it
It’s so much pain inside these songs but they never read it
I’m just taking all these drugs tryna fight off my demons, oh
[Post-Chorus]
She left me three times then came back, I’m asking what’s the reason
I’m still recovering just give me a minute, girl my heart been bleeding
I’m still breathing cus of this music, I ain’t committing treason
Every day becomes the same, I don’t keep up with seasons
I hate they watching all my moves, keeping up like seasons
But this is the season’s finale
I left my heart in a alley
I got mugged for it, I gave it up sadly, oh
[Verse]
Everybody claim they gangsters, but I was raised different
I apologize for all my pain, it makes me love different
I can’t approach you with the same shit, I feel her love your different
I admit it, I want you to hold me cus my mother missing
I’m scared to go, I clutch my throat, I threw up them pills nigga
I done got accustomed to the tussin, I crack the seal quicker
I got new ideas I wanna tell you, tryna touch these mills quicker
I’m off the drugs you don’t approve, it gets me in my feels quicker
It helps me heal quicker, I need a real girl, you need a real nigga
I burned a bridge, can’t get over that shit, hopping over hurdles
I sip some tussin, smoke some gas, it make me move slow like a turtle
I pop some oxy’s, it don’t make it no better
Now my words keep slurring
Crashed out Imma wake up cus the birds keep chirping
The downside from sipping all this syrup, I constantly keep burping
I know life can teach you lessons, i don’t wanna keep learning
I just wanna keep earning, I just wanna keep spending
Wishing I could hold you tight till the world start ending
Wishing I could sleep with ease and don't feel death is nearing
Foot on the gas I ain't slowing down till I reach the clearing
Pour a pint, raise a toast cus my demons winning
I know my momma tired of all my bullshit but my father in me
I'm taking drugs, I'm breaking hearts, I'm praying you forgive me
You said you did, I ain't believing, it's my anxiety
I said I love you then I left, the fuck is wrong with me
I killed a pint in just one night, now I'm making songs for sleep
If I don't go from an end of a pole it's gonna be the drugs for me
[Chorus]
I’m accident prone
I’m just in my zone
Taking substances just to heal my pain and to help me write these songs
I don’t want no money or no fame, cus all my niggas gone
I can’t kick it with you, fuck it now my feelings gone
I’m just on my own
I’m just doing me, living happily
I say sarcastically cus my demons after me
I can’t get no sleep, I can’t get no peace
Every day feels like the same, Is this what Hell would be?
If this is what Hell feels like, then Imma die twice
I’ll right some wrongs and fix some bridges in my next life
I’ll write some songs and get that bag until the end of life
It’s filled with pain and strife, I don’t see the point
But if I’m in it, I better win it, I’ll get to the finish line
Sip some potion, spark a joint, I’m running out of time
If I say I love then I mean it, this like my hundredth time
This like my thousandth time, talking bout my demons
It’s so much poison inside my veins, I just hope my heart don’t reach it
It’s so much pain inside these songs but they never read it
I’m just taking all these drugs tryna fight off my demons, oh
[Post-Chorus]
She left me three times then came back, I’m asking what’s the reason
I’m still recovering just give me a minute, girl my heart been bleeding
I’m still breathing cus of this music, I ain’t committing treason
Every day becomes the same, I don’t keep up with seasons
I hate they watching all my moves, keeping up like seasons
But this the season’s finale
I left my heart in a alley
I got mugged for it, I gave it up sadly, oh
