[Intro]
Look
Just make this simple and say you don't know how to rap on this
I don't know how to rap on this
Less, less dramatic
You're make- you're letting your insecurities be known on the track
You- you're making it seem like.. well
What?
Yeah, it's hard being confronted, huh?
You've been confronting everybody fuckin' else in your life
So now when you're being confronted it's a problem
Nigga, I be encouraging people
Yeah, encouraging as in forcing motherfuckers to do what you think is best for them to do what you think, your own time
You make it seem like.. wеll
What? I make it seem like what?
It sounds pretty fucking obvious- bro, just rap
I don't undеrstand why this is such a, uh uh, a big deal (bro)
Mhm, yeah. Look
We 'bout 50 seconds in to this one
Intro standard, this ain't industry bro, you need to goddamn c'mon
You over -you overthinking this shit
[Verse 1]
I've been flying on rollercoasters
Feeling so numb inside
My mind don't want to live
My brain don't want to die
I want to shake my ass
I feel so paralyzed
I used to know myself so well
But now my frame of mind is
Fucked
God why I feel so fucked
Goddamn, give it away, I'm done
My life don't mean so much when I open my eyes and feel so stuck
Fuck work, bitch, fill my cup
I still be using drugs
On the low, don't say too much
[Bridge]
I still got strange addictions
I get my fix at night
I need to fix myself
Feel like I can't get right
It's a miracle I'm still alive
Girl, I've been fiending the drug so long
I've been at rock bottom, yet still I try
See a little light at the back of the tunnel
It's all on my mind
I'm wishfully thinking
Heavily drinking
Baby don't come and-
Feeding these niggas
Ready for murder
Waiting for reasons
Back in blood
Shiesty season (oh my, yes)
That's right
Death was a bitch I'm secretly seeing
Life was a hoe that ain't got no meaning
[Chorus]
That's why I put my faith in me
But I ain't got no faith in me
Lies, lies, lies
Open your
What do I?
That's why I put my faith in me
But I ain't got no faith in me
Lies, lies, lies
Open your
What do I?
[Verse 2]
I need God to bring the check back on my life
And take off the 26 years while you're at it, 'cause it ain't taste right
Oh me, oh my. I look around like what is a life
I walk around with all this pain and all of my spite
Despite my decision, I gave opposition forgiveness and all of my grace
I know how it feels to be written off, being told that you're wrong
'cause you got away
Of living with friends and family never embrace 'cause they don't like change
I made a home for the homeless they they just go and spit in my face
I've been trying not to catch a case
Niggas be tryin' me every day
Fuck my life, God take it away
Niggas get jealous living in a cage
I try to show all these hoes a way
Then they just go and spit in my face
Lately I'm trying to get rid of this rage
Feel like I'm taking this shit to the grave
I don't even want to get saved
Can't trust no man in a cape
He'll judge me just like himself
He'll touch me and touch himself
I'd rather fall by myself
Than for a lie told 'bout Hell
Don't tell me I need help
Mind thy pussy, know thyself
Uh
[Chorus]
That's why I put my faith in me
But I ain't got no faith in me (fuck these hoes)
Lies, li- lies, lies, lies (uh)
Open your (huh)
What do I?
That's why I put my faith in me
But I ain't got no faith in me (fuck 'these hoes talkin' bout)
Lies, lies, lies
Open your
What do I?
That's why I put my faith in me
But I ain't got no faith in me
Lies, lies, lies
Open your
What do I?
[Outro]
Back (?) what they call them
It is fat
Ok, yes it- body too
You what's g- oh
Nah im sayin' body -boy!
Imma drop my next (?)
-assholes, nigga
