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AFTER PARADISE Lyrics by Mxtthew Txylor

CRUEL SEASONS

2022

[Chorus: Babi Brat & Mxtthew Txylor]
Goddamn I wish I knew it'd be like this
I wish I knew how just to say fuck you
Goddamn I wish i knew it’d be like this
Can you hear me god?....how can I trust you?
[Verse 1: Mxtthew Txylor]
Toxic behaviors repeated I've had enough of this
Reach for wonderland Alice got me on sum other shit
Caught up in a cycle of emotions can't fuck wit this
Let the gods judge me now I’m open for some punishment
Tried to do it to myself ion think I'm stopping bro
Lost a piece of me that I can never get back you know
Maybe it was my fault this best friend had turned and left
No еxplanation cut off till I'm facing death
So I take breath an rеflect on how I treated you
Did I treat you as a blessing when I said I needed you?
Did I keep my word when I said I believe in you?
Was I the bad guy? May I'm cryin as I scream to you
I guess maybe so ion know fucked up inside
Promise was always I'll be here till the end of time
Had my back never wrote this shit to try to make you mine
I'm just sick and tired man I hope that you finna find a better friend than me
[Chorus: Babi Brat & Mxtthew Txylor]
Goddamn I wish I
Knew it'd be like this
I wish I knew how
Just to say fuck you
Goddamn I wish i
Knew it'd be like this
Can you hear me god?
How can I trust you?
[Verse 2: Mxtthew Txylor]
You said that paradise would be a hit you seen the vision
Expected nothing less than great peeped the lyricism
To this day it’s therapeutic music hitting different
Carried weight of all my confessions breaking mental prisons
Dedicated to the actions that you did for me
The plan was to fade away but you would help me live free
Even though most the time you might’ve been worse than me
Selfless deeds from an angel but the devil hurting we
Friends get close turned lovers back to friends again
Tween that I separated shortly shit was hectic then
Reconnected months later nice that you yourself again
Unreleased sent paradise that's ya medicine for your soul
I was told stressin I should stop it
That’s just a ho from the streets that twisted and toxic
I can't believe those words so I'm looking for this rocket
Count my days pologies' but your boy he gotta pop it
Man I really think it’s over
[Chorus: Babi Brat & Mxtthew Txylor]
Goddamn I wish I
Knew it'd be like this
I wish I knew how
Just to say fuck you
Goddamn I wish i
Knew it'd be like this
Can you hear me god?
How can I trust you?
[Verse 3: Mxtthew Txylor & Babi Brat]
Had a dream in a wonderland I could give a fuck
No more fantasies at eighteen I gotta grow up
I don't do this shit but where my mans I gotta roll up
Cruel seasons gotta ease the pain came sure nuff'
Had a dream in a wonderland I could give a fuck
No more fantasies at eighteen I gotta grow up
Hell of a life on the path seen alotta shit
After Paradise need a helpin hand to lift me up
Had a dream in a wonderland I could give a fuck
No more fantasies at eighteen I gotta grow up
Waking up to all the pain question is what the fuck
Hurricane heartbreak took me away starstruck oh my god
[Chorus: Babi Brat & Mxtthew Txylor]
Goddamn I wish I
Knew it'd be like this
I wish I knew how
Just to say fuck you
Goddamn I wish i
Knew it'd be like this
Can you hear me god?
How can I trust you?
Goddamn I wish I
Knew it'd be like this
I wish I knew how
Just to say fuck you
Goddamn I wish i
Knew it'd be like this
Can you hear me god?
How can I trust you?
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Mxtthew Txylor

Mxtthew Txylor

About “AFTER PARADISE” by Mxtthew Txylor

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