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Up Lyrics by NoLxck

Self-Hate & Solipsism

2020

No one to trust
Dust to dust
Turn the blunt to ash
Cash bring the blunt
And ass
To the front
Let me get past
Yeah i'm a cunt
I'll take the line and fast
Not even hungry
Just fiening and lonely
And i still get the feeling that pills where my home is
I'm choking
Extract in cold
Extract the thoughts
Of everything i ever want and need
And throw it to the seas
And throw up
Collapse to my knees
I failed and still said its been 3 years
Cause i'm a disappointment
To myself
And if i die i don't want music out
Put in on the shelf and let my memory fade
Drink away the pain like i did
And my father bеfore me
The furthеr you go
The more that you notice
And maybe i was destined for greatness
But lately the razor seem like a blessing
And i'm tired of overthinking
Overstressing
Always feeling fat so i'm over dressing
Sweat it off
Fuck it i need more
Taking pills for the mentals and the loss
Got me lost
But i ain't been through enough to have opinions
Buts the cuts that lived on wrists tell me different
And the thought that all my family would be better without me
All the times that i cried under bed sheets
All the rhymes that i write be escapes
I can't battle the thoughts anymore
Yeah i put knives in the wall
Better than sticking the blade in my throat
But what do you know
Nothing my brother you standing outside of the building
Thinking thats facts you know
I'm spastic man
Might crash right through your door
I'm hopped up on some drugs so i can't feel no more
You could take my life and i'd be glad because thats all i want
Tell me all your thoughts
I'll pretend to give a shit and drop a cap with a whiskey
Keep on whinging things gon change one day
I'm a junkie
Won't let no one hide my drugs from me
I'll overdose just to feel the trip
I'm sick of living
But i feel like if i quit it all i won't cope
No
Don't admit shit
Swallow three
WAIT
Swallow six
Can you keep the grip?
I'm losing it
Mooning with dat movement
Moving to the blueprints
Told you i'm gon do this
But no one seemed surprised when i almost died
Almost like they lied when they said that they gon care for me
You weren't there for me
I was laying dead for a minute you just praised me
Like maybe this my purpose
Martyr on some drugs so these people know they worthless
Maybe they be laced either way i'm gonna merc it
We be on the run stay swervin
Fuck a one on one stay curbing
Eatin everything like kirby
Eyes be wide
Like a nursery rhyme
Patty cake for a dime
Now her knees hurt
But she done blown my mind
So the keys hers
Maybe in the future she gon find another guy
That actually treat her well
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NoLxck

NoLxck

About “Up” by NoLxck

Read the complete lyrics to "Up" by NoLxck from the album "Self-Hate & Solipsism" in 2020. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under Rap.

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"Up" appears on "Self-Hate & Solipsism" in 2020.

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