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​lilac doll Lyrics by ​not koi

if i stop caring, will you love me?

2024

Tonight
I wanna hold you tight
Want you to be nice to me
It’s a shame
Could you say my name?
Do you feel the same as me?
When you look across
This rotting water
I’m staring back at you
Oh, my chest feels heavy
It weighs down on me
Like I know you want it to
The closer I get, the more I regret
Not being yours to love
Tell me it’s okay, you can say that it’s okay
And then I’ll go away
(If two people decide to be recluses together
Does that even still count?
You know I don’t like being around peoplе, right?)
Feed me purple
Your shades of violеt
Spread lavender through my veins
You can tear my heart out
You could tear my walls down
And I’ll just ignore the pain
You’re a ghost that I can’t reach
Alien friend just for me
Until I fade like Fodlan wind
But I know I can’t have you
So why do I want to
Intertwine your soul with mine
My lilac doll
(I don’t know what I’d do if you weren’t here
I’m doing just fine-
I feel safe here, thanks to you)
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​not koi

​not koi

About “​lilac doll” by ​not koi

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"​lilac doll" appears on "if i stop caring, will you love me?" in 2024.

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