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​orca Lyrics by NOTLEWY

orca

2020

[Intro]
This is the song (This is the song)
I wrote all summer in my head
I go along (I go along)
With all the lies that I invent
My hair is long, I’m such a mess
I hate myself, I must confess
I waste my time layin’ in my bed
Playin’ out scenarios in my head
That’ll never happen
That’ll never happen

[Verse]
I try to act like I am tough
Around the edges, I am rough
I hate myself, I fuckin’ suck
It seems I’m always in a rut
I’m scared that I won’t be enough
For the people that I love
And they’ll all leave me one by one
And I can’t chase them, I can’t run
I let my fears consume my life
So many tears, my eyes went dry
So many years that I was blind
Should’ve never opened my fuckin’ eyes
To who I am and who I’ll be
And who I was and didn’t see
And as the nights change quietly
Inside my head, I hear the screams
I’m such a nightmare
(No, no, no, I’m such a nightmare)

[Verse 2]
This is the song (This is the song)
That I named after my cat
‘Cause just like her (‘Cause just like her)
I’m always scared, I’m always sad
No matter how much love I get
Inside my chest, there is a pit
Inside my head, my demons live
And they won’t stop
No, they won’t quit
And I can’t run, I can’t hide
Not a soul can hear my cries
I’m not alone inside my mind
And frankly, I am terrified
Of the thoughts my brain consumes
Dark silhouettes around my room
Trapped in my bed like it’s a tomb
My fears are bound to catch up soon
And when they do, where will I go?
I think the thing I fear the most
Is everything that I don’t know
And everyone that I held close
Letting go and movin’ on
Will things be better when I’m gone?
I’m so dismantled, I’m so flawed
It’s better off if I’m forgot

[Bridge]
Please let me rot
(Please let me rot)
Inside a pit of my despair
They all forgot
(They all forgot)
That I was ever really there
And now I’m gone
(And now I’m gone)
And no one even really cares
My fears have won
(My fears have won)
They always do in time, I swear

[Outro]
This is the song
This is the song I hope they’ll play when I am dead
And this is the song that keeps on playin’ in my head
This is the song I hope they’ll play when I am dead
And this is the song that keeps on playin’ in my head
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NOTLEWY

NOTLEWY

About “​orca” by NOTLEWY

Read the complete lyrics to "​orca" by NOTLEWY from the album "orca" in 2020. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under Rap.

"​orca" is performed by NOTLEWY. from the album "orca" in 2020 This page provides the full lyric text for fans who want to sing along, study the songwriting, or compare versions across releases. Lyrks organizes lyrics by artist and song slug so you can bookmark and share a stable URL. Music lyrics help listeners connect with emotion, narrative, and rhythm in a track. Whether you are learning English, researching a favorite chorus, or preparing for karaoke, having accurate line breaks and section labels (verse, chorus, bridge) makes the experience easier. We link to the official artist profile on Lyrks where available, including biography snippets, top songs, and chart placements when we have that data. If you enjoy "​orca", explore more songs by NOTLEWY using the links below. Chart and trending pages on Lyrks highlight what listeners are searching for this week. For copyright or correction requests, see our DMCA and contact pages.

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"​orca" is credited to NOTLEWY. Songwriting credits may include additional writers listed on the release; check the credits section on this page for linked collaborators.

"​orca" appears on "orca" in 2020.

Visit the NOTLEWY artist page at /artist/notlewy for biography, popular tracks, and links to more lyric pages.

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