(Verse 1)
Life can be puzzling, every other chance it pops up feelings i was just bubbling, the thoughts I rather not have on my mind, the insecure, the ugly, the hate, regret, who's to say im really one of a kind, the never ending question of how should I prove myself to everyone, the pressure I put on for the longest, wondering if I was enough, finding my worth always hollered for 2 dallor when I should have for 5 had all this damn ambition you shoulda known but I kеpt it inside felt as if evеryone shut me out, locked the door, threw the key and laughed in my face as they said "bitch please" since very young I always had ambition to accomplish my mission put out a vision, when I was only 12 life turned 15 times that, did it matter what I was feeling or do like everyone else and throw that shit to the back, middle school manny just wanted to make it though, he tryna love his but how long till he just did, young kid with no idea whats going on but he finds way to stay Hella strong get along with people he don't even like just to have a status because everyone would just stare and laugh at us, wouldn't do nothing and let society just have at it
(Chrous)
Just a young boy, young man
On a journey finding ways to understand
All the changes in his life, grew up to fast
But made him into who he is, so not changing the past, any positive moments he wanna make then last before letting it go all bad
Just a young boy, young man
On a journey finding ways to understand
All the changes in his life, grew up to fast
But made him into who he is, so not changing the past, any positive moments make then last
(Verse 2)
Feels like it was only yesterday I was in that room all by myself, little bro watching TV, sister having her nap, meanwhile sit down to write my first couple raps, sooner or later i was feeling held back, I knew something was wrong i had to get out, had to leave, I knew It once I believed, for the first time i was thinking for myself, making less of a strain on my own mental health, I only ever heard the music that drove me, I hope this one day the ball would be rolling, tell my younger self, let go my hand, I have to get our dream started, be more of a man, because let's be honest we grew up to fast, witnessed to many arguments and not ever was there enough cash, so I know its time I start my life, make it better, and keep it here forever and ever
Finally accept myself wherever whenever
(Chrous)
Just a young boy, young man
On a journey finding ways to understand
All the changes in his life, grew up to fast but made him into who he is, so not changing the past, any positive moments he wanna make then last before letting it go all bad
Just a young boy, young man
On a journey finding ways to understand
All the changes in his life, grew up to fast
But made him into who he is, so not changing the past, any positive moments he wanna make then last
(Verse 3)
Late night, deep cover, late night, alone with no mother, finally a chance to play my music as loud as I wanted, heard good bars made me want to get the pen writing, later realized who would actually support me in the long run
Feeling like a underdog, so much to show, im clinging onto the moment I blow, this hunger im starving, I'll climb the mountain myself, leave my name carved, in a relationship that'll never grow apart, God help me get through, I know my spot where I belong now, I've over came it, I feel it my moment is slowly approaching, my trinity did an amazing job coaching let me play to show them please im asking and begging for more, I feel the beat of the drum down to my core
(Chrous)
Just a young boy, young man
On a journey finding ways to understand
All the changes in his life, grew up to fast but made him into who he is, so not changing the past, any positive moments he wanna make then last before letting it go all bad
Just a young boy, young man
On a journey finding ways to understand
All the changes in his life, grew up to fast
But made him into who he is, so not changing the past, any positive moments he wanna make then last
