[Verse 1]
If I'm going & I'm leaving, then I'm never coming back
& it's just simple as that, I don't know how to react
If we have some loose ends, it's best to leave it at that
I don't wanna fuck with someone who gon stab me in the back
& I still got these problems & I don't know how to solve em
& It's got me going crazy, every time I think of all em
Cause all of my homies ballin'
& all of my homies mobbing
& all of my homies robbing
& all of my homies got it
& I don't cause I been sitting in this fucking booth all day
Tryna to find the perfect verse to finally spit the truth today
I'm self conscious when it comes to releasing these demons
I don't wanna be a pussy but the pussy's what I'm fiending
I'm an addict & perfect pussy, man all these bitches have it
& I can't get enough & I can't live it up
Sometimes I wonder if this shit is really enough
I am losing trust in a lot of my friends
Sometimes I wanna off em, but shit man it just depends
The way they depend on me, committing this burglary
Shit I'll be the first to speak
You wasn't fucking with me, when i was down on my knees
When i would beg & I'd plead
Just for somebody to see
The troubles inside of me
But nobody gave a fuck, so I won’t ever give one back
& I hope that when I die you fuckers thinking of that
Cause I'll never forget the way y'all showed me y’all backs
[Hook]
Hold on a little longer you say
Begging me not to go
We should give it another try
Hold on a little longer you say
Begging me not to go
We should give it another try
[Verse 2]
I grew up with so much issues that I should've wrote a comic book
I dealt with most of them while I was smoking on that chronic, look
My soul is darker than a black hole & now i got em shook
Menace to society, yeah I'm a fucking crook
Everyone's afraid of me & asking how I came to be
But I never changed everything I do's the same to me
Look inside my brain just so you could see insanity
I'm talking so much shit that I got the public mad at me
But take a look at mom & think “damn that's so sad to see
Your son is fucking evil" why the fuck is this shit happening?
It's me against the world, everyone I know's attacking me
Imma let the truth out, let's get this shit unraveling
2 mixtapes & you still don't know the half of it
The only thing you probably know is just how big my passion is
But that ain't enough, man...
At times I wonder like "am I ever gonna be enough?"
I feel my effort's half assed
The shit I do gets laughed at
I'm sitting in this math class
I'm feeling like a nobody, shit, I'm used to that, so it isn't really that bad
I'm bagging all these feelings up inside of a glad bag
I ain't shit, when the fuck will I get passed that?
& it's just me all by myself
& the day I die I'll be my myself fuck it
[Hook]
Hold on a little longer you say
Begging me not to go
We should give it another try
Hold on a little longer you say
Begging me not to go
We should give it another try
[Bridge]
Why the fuck am I here?
What the fuck is my purpose?
I feel the demons getting near
Do I really deserve this?
Hell nah
[Verse 3]
This time around I won't let nobody fuck with me
Fuck an image bitch, I don't give a fuck what you see
It's just me, it's just me, I'm changing, adjusting
To what I really must be, I come off disgusting
But fuck all that shit man
Cause life is a bitch man
Fuck being killswitch man
I just wanna be me, till the world believes me
I'm nothing to fuck with, just fuck off & leave me
No, fuck that i'm leaving
This life is deceiving
No such thing as meaning
I just wanna know does this world even need me?
I don't really think it does, but if i get a drinking buzz
I'm driving in a stinking bus
& crashing, am I thinking bruh?
I think I'm fucking losing it
What kinda fucking truth is this?
MAN WHAT KINDA FUCKING TRUTH IS THIS
I'm losing it… I’m losing it
[Hook]
Hold on a little longer you say
Begging me not to go
We should give it another try
Hold on a little longer you say
Begging me not to go
We should give it another try
[Outro]
I won't stay
Unless you change your ways
Not another day
Will I be a fool
And if you change
It might be to late
I might not feel the same
About you
