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​antidepressant Lyrics by Paycheck

identity crisis

2018

[Hook]
Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's
The future's looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense
Time is always wasted
And my mind’s always racing
Music is my medicine
It’s my antidepressant, yeah
Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's
The future's looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense
Time is always wasted
And my mind’s always racing
Music is my medicine
It’s my antidepressant, yeah

[Verse 1]
Everytime look into the past, always come back empty
Everytime I dream about the future, why I feel so empty
I’m just moving steady tryna find my break
In a world, where my life is what they all tryna take
I don’t know when imma start
I wanna know to begin
I wanna look at my life in the future and say that I lived and I always repent
Father I know and I want to forgive but I know that I’m stuck with my sin
That’s cause I always grew up with this conflict inside, it’s fighting
Identity crisis within
But that’s a lie
He says he’s wanting to fight
I say that I am more likely to fly
The Devil is playing these games mind, yeah
I don’t know where Imma go
I don’t know where Imma hide
You see that I built up this tower and built up my pride
But it’ll be gone when I die, yeah

[Hook]
Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's
The future's looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense
Time is always wasted
And my mind’s always racing
Music is my medicine
It’s my antidepressant, yeah
Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's
The future's looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense
Time is always wasted
And my mind’s always racing
Music is my medicine
It’s my antidepressant, yeah

[Verse 2]
Growing up I never knew what to say
I never knew how to take it
I never knew what to do when these people would tell me to go home and die in my blanket
I never knew how to fit in
Cause a misfit knows how to standout
But now they got nerves to hit me up while I have made it
Not taking handouts
I never knew I would make it this far
Cause I’m making a change and I’m flipping my cards
And they realized that I had a full flush
So they wanna hop on the wave while I'm being a star
I ain’t there yet but I’ll make it I know I feel it
It’s flowing through all of my veins now
People saying that I’m fake now
But I ask them, why you change now?
Is it because of the money?
Is it because of the fame?
I don’t have either and I don’t care how big I get
I will always be faithful to whom I was made
I'mma stay true to myself
I'mma stay true to the people who gave me a cell
And picked me up whenever I fell
And do that til I’m hearing the ring of the bell

[Hook]
Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's
The future's looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense
Time is always wasted
And my mind’s always racing
Music is my medicine
It’s my antidepressant, yeah
Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's
The future's looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense
Time is always wasted
And my mind’s always racing
Music is my medicine
It’s my antidepressant, yeah
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Paycheck

Paycheck

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"​antidepressant" appears on "identity crisis" in 2018.

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