[Verse 1]
I don’t like games, but lately I’ve been feeling played
I’ve fallen victim and face symptoms of desired things
I think I like her, no I love her, oh wait, what’s her name
I’m writing love songs in my mind, I hope she thinks the same
I know emotions come with lies, I just can’t take the pain
So I stay cooped up in my mind and hide my dying crave
Like, if people were to found out, I’d force myself a grave
It’s like I can’t take all the pressure, man what will she say
I mean, I gotta be a man and just take it all in
It doesn’t matter if she laughs and jokes with all her friends
At least I’ve concealed this emotion hidden deep within
Although it’s over I can still feel a bit of resent
Like if I never spill the tea, could I have been her friend
And if she wasn’t round her friend, would she mention a “him”
I did hear rumors bout her crushin on a senior Jim ——
Makes me wonder if I even had a chance to begin
[Chorus]
Can’t imagine life where I don’t want you, no
The arguments and fights, yes, you hate it, I know
You say that you’re ok, but I do not think so
Don’t think you can be replaced, so I beg you don’t go
[Verse 2]
Our conversation end so ugly, yea we’re falling apart
I tried to hammer down mistakes, but they were glued from the start
Out destiny turned into snakes, n drinking venom was hard
They each took turns, piercing my stomach but somehow I’m the star
I never spill out my emotion, cuz fibbing isn’t hard
Just tell the truth, it wasn’t you, let’s handle this through a spar
So when I’m blind, blood from my eyes will seek out help in the dark
I’ve been cut bad, wounds from the past I’m burning down without scars
Like older trees, I’ll seek out leaves replace my peers with some leeches
They suck out blood, to maintain love, cuz if their dry they lack peaches
And what’s the point of telling you this if it never reaches
If I explain an other way you’ll miss the main of the teaches
Why am I still alive in this world, man I just wanna die
Often nights I’m in my room, just breaking down and I cry
Maybe I’ll drown in the tub, if my wrist don’t slit from a knife
They say that love it cost a fortune, I guess this is the price
[Chorus]
Can’t imagine life where I don’t want you, no
The arguments and fights, yes, you hate it, I know
You say that you’re ok, but I do not think so
Don’t think you can be replaced, so I beg you don’t go
[Verse 3]
Last part was a dark moment
Wonder why I’m the one broken
Wonder why I’m the one chosen
Wonder why it isn’t I who’s potent
[Verse 3 Continued]
-And imagine if these demons never offered you wishes
-I would have you by my side as we would cancel the distance
-We would fly up to the sky and and change the weather like Christmas
-And restore hearts around the world collecting candy and kisses
-beneath the sun I be so shy but when it’s night I'm in love
-Your like a rabbit during day, but you evolve to a dove
-She said explain just what you like, n I replied with your hugs
-But Then I turned around and changed it, n said damn “all above”
-Your so damn cute, I miss your eyes n you don’t need any cases
-Your little nose, your smell so good n girl i fuck wit ya braces
-Your incomplete like many girls, and I just wanted you to know
-Your super kind equipped with smiles, that would make any face glow
-It really sucks I just got all these things that you’ll never know
-Your seem so pure, your cute brown hair go past ya butt like a coat
-to keep it real I also want to feel my tongue down ya throat
-I need ya love to maintain power and blow up like a goat
