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Disorder Lyrics by Present Absence

Petrichor

2020

Why can’t you see it in my eyes
The colors fade
Cold in your gaze
I hope the rays of the sunrise
Will light up my pain
Salt on my face

Oh man, with a panic attack landin' straight on the floor
I lay right there
Thought that’s the thing that I’d never give out
And the shit that I wouldn’t share
But I can’t hold it in and it hurts when I tell you I don’t care
I don’t care, uh

And I go to bed fucked up
Hope you’ll never find out
Wish I could be someone
And not a fuckin' downer
And I know you know I’ve it quite bad
But you’ve never known why, 'cause I kept it unsaid, yeah

Self reflectin' thoughts
Display all my faults
I swore that I’ll change
But it got even worse
Lockin' up the doors
Don’t even need a source
Forget my fuckin' face
I wish I’d never born

(Go to bed)
Go to bed fucked up
Hope you’ll never find out
Wish I could be someone
And not a fuckin' downer
And I know you know I’ve it quite bad
But you’ve never known why, 'cause I kept it unsaid, yeah

Self rejectin' thoughts
Span themselves a home
You say it’s all in my head
I say I’m not alone
I wish I’d be, but then
Would I mix a song?
There are two paths to choose
A pen or raven's call

About “Disorder” by Present Absence

Read the complete lyrics to "Disorder" by Present Absence from the album "Petrichor" in 2020. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under Emo Rap, Rap, Emo.

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"Disorder" appears on "Petrichor" in 2020.

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