Verse:
Look Im down again, I frown again instead
Depressed and anxious, things are getting bad
Stressing, hanging on what I can
Message everybody I'm okay
But in the mirror I don't think ill last
Things get clearer, I know where I stand
Fuck these niggas, thought they had my back
God is showing me who's in the plan
Talk about me right behind my back
Behind me where I'll always put the past
Things I buried deep, are coming back
Tell my momma I could use a hand
Blood don't mean a thing unless you real
Say you real, well nigga I'll be damned
Actions speaks when you don't say thing
So in the end i'll always understand
They ask me is this really how I feel
I tell em you would never understand
Been through some things that pushed a nigga down
Made me feel like I couldn't stand a chance
Now a days, I shrug that dumb shit off
But there's some days where I don't think I can
Things get hard, I whisper that I can
Look at poems written on my skin and realize that I am stronger than they said
Get back up and do it all again
Never quit until it's in my hands
Close enough to show it to my grams
Uncle watching over me and mine
Too young to know the sacrifice you made
To make sure everything we did was fine
Father left when I was seven - eight
2 brother, sister, mother by herself
That explains the struggle we had faced
Everything I do from here on out
Will be for y'all i put that on my grave
Tears keep running down a niggas eyes
I hold it in, until there's no more space
If I could show you what's been on my mind
You'd look at me and say that's there no way
(Chorus)
Lost it all I'm trying to get it back
Drive ahead so you can get in back
Made it here so Ima give you that
Been alone, so I don't need you back
Needed you when I was in the black
Don't trust nobody, always on attack
Puzzle pieces, piece it all together
My heart is just the final artifact
Second Verse:
Lost it all I'm trying to get it back
Drive ahead so you can get in back
Made it here so Ima give you that
Been alone, so I don't need you back
Needed you when I was in the black
Don't trust nobody, always on attack
Puzzle pieces, piece it all together
My heart is just the final artifact
Keep it real, I tell you only facts
Wanna talk, well I can only chat
Cause honestly I never have the time
Unless you make time for me and that be that
Everybody needing me for something
When all I need rest, and to relax
Problems building up and coming down
I turn around, I'm where I started at
See me falling, need a little help
But don't nobody wanna be part of that
If I part ways, I'm never coming back
Text you that it's all in under caps
And under that, I tell them that I love em
But somehow they just keep on coming back
Trying to run away from all these worries
But now I see I'm running around in laps
Should leave everything I have behind
To focus on writing all these raps, golden
(End Chorus)
When in pain I rolled a little blunt
Now I sit and think of what I've done
Hoping there's redemption on the way
Forgive me for the times I make mistakes
I am only human in the world
So don't expect perfection everyday
I tried my best and hope it steers me right
I see a life with smiles on display
Everything you want you'll get in time
I promise that I'm done with wasting time
Make you proud I'm gon get on my grind
I really wanna see the sunny side
Dreams live just a couple die
Forever on I'm keeping my alive
Cause everyday I prayed it would come true
And I won't settle if it denied
