It's a constant battle back and forth
Angel versus demon
It's like I, I think I'm good enough
And then I don't know any more
The human mind is a powerful place
It will destroy you if you let it
Forget the past, forget the present, all this talk that life's a blessing
Think that when you die your soul is actaully gon' go to heaven?
No more tears and no more problems, I am here to finally solve 'em
Mask your pain, you hide away, it's clear you're sinkin' to the bottom
Yeah, I'm living with regrets, my mind won't ever seem to rest
I'm asking for forgiveness, praying on my knees, don't need to stress
God has got me, I don't worry even though my vision blurry
Even though I contemplated suicide, I know I'm worthy
Know you're worthy? Who's you kidding, you've been lying to yourself
Probably do this for attention, come with me and I can help
It's obvious you're desperado, always waiting for tomorrow
Pull the trigger, end your life, I promise there will be no sorrow
These demons keep lurking, they won't ever seem to go away
But I'ma keep on fighting, even though I'm falling, know that I'ma find a way
You wish that you could stop me, but the feeling's way too hard to break
They won't miss you when you're gone, and it's time that you move on
I think you should end it all today
You want the fortune, want the fame, but do you know the price you'll pay?
Just look at Chester, look at Williams, what more do I need to say?
Behind the scenes it's dark and gloomy, depressing state will kill you soon
There's is no hope, there's no escape, you lock yourself inside your room
I asked for this, the road to greatness, lots of hatred, lots of patience
I am ready, no debating, for this moment I've been waiting
I know you want a strangle hold, but I won't let you take my soul
Go fuck yourself, cause I am stronger, I'ma do this on my own
You won't survive this epidemic, let me pick apart your brain
There's evil deep inside of you and slowly you've been losing faith
You lost your friends, there's no one left, tell me is it really worth it?
If you're never happy then that kinda does defeat the purpose
These demons keep lurking, they won't ever seem to go away
But I'ma keep on fighting, even though I'm falling, know that I'ma find a way
You wish that you could stop me, but the feeling's way too hard to break
They won't miss you when you're gone, and it's time that you move on
I think you should end it all today
Success is just around the corner, I don't have no time to waste
I know I'm here to serve a purpose, always stand by what I say
I'm saving lives, and spreading awareness, here to be the voice for many
Won't condone your act of violence no more days of feeling empty
My family loves me, know it's true, that's such a lie, man don't be fooled
I give a week, a bit of grief, they'll realize never needed you
The fact is that y'all barely speak, you're distant, I can tell you're weak
Look in the mirror, you hate yourself, you're paranoid, can't get to sleep
Okay admit it, far from perfect, why you make me feel so worthless?
Why you toy with my emotions, honestly I don't deserve it
Here's a gun, I kept it hidden, knew that it would come in handy
Ease the pain, just pull the trigger, you're the one that understands me
These demons keep lurking, they won't ever seem to go away
But I'ma keep on fighting, even though I'm falling, know that I'ma find a way
You wish that you could stop me, but the feeling's way too hard to break
They won't miss you when you're gone, and it's time that you move on
I think you should end it all today
