[Intro]
Every Villain has his origin story
Some are boring and corny others a horribly absorbing
"Where's yours?", u might ask with a shaky voice
The answer is i like to keep it multiple choice
But, do i wanna be the sickest livin' villain in this industry
With no one knowing anything about me?
--- Nah, but im not gonna make it that easy
Imma tell u my tale, u decide if u wanna believe it
[Verse]
Lets look back to understand how i ended up here
Born 2004, on the 28th of January
I was a normal kid, innocent and happy
My biggest Problem was boredom so i looked for a distraction
Then came the day when i saw Michael Jackson dance
I was impressed by that, tried it myself and discovered a talent
Thats how i got my passion for dancing, i couldn't stop to show off
The attention, seeing people laughing, made me fall in love
Movin to Music was cool, but that wasn't enough for me
Mother and Sister were Pianists and i admired the artistry
So i learned how to play the keys at the age of six
Born to entertain, see i was made for this
Then came the time, where it was cool to rhyme
There was no variety, everyone in school used the same line
Exept me, thats how i started rappin' in elementary school
Simple end rhyme that i freestyled, didn't know the lyrical tools
I was energetic kid, that never sat still, filled
With creativity, invented games or tried social experiments
I loved to play outside, with the other kids from the Neighborhood
Everyone was a brother, no fake smiles, never felt misunderstood
And if i wasn't running in the streets, i was watching TV
Idolizing characters, a hero was all i ever wanted to be
I had no role models in my family
Im an artist, my father was a mechanic, whatever i did, he didn't understand it
My Dad didn't left me, but i barely spend time with him
Cause daddy had to work and when he returned he rearly got energy to hang with me
We played cards, soccer and chess, but we never got closer than that
Sister and Mother raised me, but they didn't know how to make me a man
Thats probably why i chilled with girls most of the time
Never was the popular type, even before i got on the mic
But i didn't care as a child, i used to laugh and smile
Life flew by, i was probably 10 by this time
Finished Elementary, got into a new school
New rules, no one was watching TV, everyone was into YouTube
Everyone was acting like adults, just chatting while standing around
Adapting was challenging, i felt like the odd one out
Too girly for the boys, but i wasn't a part of the girl unit
I didn't fit in, no one wanted to share a room with me on a schooltrip
I wanted to help others, became a school first aider
Met new people, all of them where super cool, no haters
Justin was one of them, he was a year younger than me
We knew each other our mothers were friends, he was like a brother to me
We spend the summer vacation together, listened to music, he always showed me new stuff
He was younger, but i looked up to him, he was the cool one
Another gut that showed me cool songs, was Alexander
He lived near me, was in my parallel class and in a basketball club
Alex is the guy that introduced me to XXXTENTACION
I got into Basketball, when i was like 12 years old
My sister got bullied, my parents had to help her
My mother was exhausted, trying to solve the problem, so i didn't wanna stress her
I wanted to handle everything myself, "yeah im a real man"
Yeah i had a hard time, but remained quiet, thinking: "i dont need them"
My sister changed school, her life changed for the better
She became cool, she became a passionate dancer
My mother wanted me to join the dance school, an opportunity to make friends
My sister danced hip hop, but i was more fascinated with breakdance
There were only boys in breakdance class, i had to adapt
I rediscovered my passion for dancing and found friends
I was thirteen, the last in class who got a cellphone
Experimented with every app and discovered garageband
I started to produce just used the loops, but i had fun with it
Was watching rap challenges and music videos on yt, music was more than just listening
So creating music was a thought i had for long
I wanted to try it and thats why i made my first song
