Verse 1 [0:14]
Woke up from a comatose
Said to be an overdose
Couldn’t hold close
Fuck I couldn’t hold far
Waking up to the length of these bloodied up scars
Fuck I sit here thinking; Why did I take it so far?
Goddamn these fleeting thoughts are chopping and copping
A fucking feel and I’m dropping the oxy and I got the Moxie to fill up this narcotic
Script of a bottle and I hit the throttle and finish it all while you drop and feel awful
And you end up praying and singing your gospels and I will never end up giving my life for this profit
And live in a hostel I will eventually slice up my conscious
Before I let people defeat me from not being honest
And put me in a corner and saying you’re flawless
Bridge [0:43]
Fuck that, you think I’m a psycho
With a fast flow, going out of control with this Bi-Polar wit
Thoughts of vivid dismemberment; A schizophrenic blow to the mind
Where my brain would finally define it
As Insanity, but I’m doing fucking nothing but killing my last bit of this dead humanity
Chorus [0:58]
Now Tell me how I find the light
When the darkness has won the fight
When we breathe do we breath to live
OR when we breathe, is that all of our life we give?
I’m not alright
NO!
Verse 2 [1:27]
Click back to 10 years past
Where my life was scrapped, my drugs were patched and my love was nothing but a fucking over lapse
Of over detached bitches, that would make me feel insane
But I went brain sick listening to music such as
Twisted Insane
Tech N9ne that surfaced all the visions of the acid rain
Evil brain, angel heart but
I’m motherfucking shooting 100 round clips
Even after all that I did
Why did you turn out to be such a psycho bitch?!
Click-Click BAM was suppose to happen
The 12 gauge fired and my brains weren’t splashin’
How the fuck did I live, how the FUCK do I die?!
Fucking nerve damage, fucking beaten up savagely
Eating up fucking Advil’s, so I ask myself, when will I ever be free
From this livid fucking feeling that just drives my insanity
Fuck that man, nothing will ever take me
Until I die, I’ll keep my rigid sanity
And never let anyone get the best of me
Bridge [2:12]
Fuck that, you think I’m a psycho
With a fast flow, going out of control with this Bi-Polar wit
Thoughts of vivid dismemberment; A schizophrenic blow to the mind
Where my brain would finally define it
As Insanity, but I’m doing fucking nothing but killing my last bit of this dead humanity
Chorus [2:27]
Now Tell me how I find the light
When the darkness has won the fight
When we breathe do we breath to live
OR when we breathe, is that all of our life we give?
I’m not alright
NO!
Verse 3 [2:57]
Flip forward to ten years now
Because all I can say I wow
Cause I went from being a mother fucking living dead beat
To finally feeling and know what it’s like to be free
Always loved, but I always hate more
Now I’m finally going to settle the score
You were nothing but a whore
I was nothing but a chore
But now I’m living fucking happily
Got a brain, got a job, and got to keep my sanity
My own fucking place to call my own
I’m glad I disowned the fucking toxicity
Because now I’m truly living free
And finally lived my fantasy
And go fuck yourself to everyone
Who ever told me that I’d never be me
I will finally be, because now I believe
What we’re truly meant to be will eventually become reality
And let the people, let them see
My fucking invincibility
Bridge [3:41]
Fuck that, you think I’m a psycho
With a fast flow, going out of control with this Bi-Polar wit
Thoughts of vivid dismemberment; A schizophrenic blow to the mind
Where my brain would finally define it
As Insanity, but I’m doing fucking nothing but killing my last bit of this dead humanity
Chorus [3:55]
Now Tell me how I find the light
When the darkness has won the fight
When we breathe do we breath to live
OR when we breathe, is that all of our life we give?
I’m not alright
