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Made This Instead Of Plotting My Suicide Lyrics by ​qulan

2024

If it goes on and on like this
And that's the only future I have
I'd rather die, so save me the pain!
This is the undone
My head's spinning again, it's too much
Every morning is more intense, only seeing the same results (yeah, yeah)
Started wondering my importance, I became a shallow husk
And I can't identify the words
That couldn't get released, describe these from within, inside me
To keep moving forward, it's still increasing the difficulty shit is mortifying
My deepest apologiеs, I didn't mean to bother
They tryna pick at my brain, I'm finna kill thе fodder
Anxiety is last thing, can't seem to get it off him
They didn't lead us to slaughter, I don't wanna be a part of
There's no use in pointing the finger
Already set in stone now
Fizzle it out, but
Turn me on see this fortune and fame and
Drip for too long I'm gonna drown
My body won't be found, but
I damn near lost everything I've ever loved, ever loved, ever loved
Can't push aside all of this pain I've had enough, had enough, had enough
Mama you tried everything, thanks for not giving up, giving up, giving up
Father you left us astray, were we not enough, not enough, not enough?
I damn near lost everything I've ever loved, ever loved, ever loved
Can't push aside all of this pain I've had enough, had enough, had enough
Mama you tried everything, thanks for not giving up, giving up, giving up
Father you left us astray, were we not enough, not enough, not enough?
Were we not enough?
Were we not enough?
Don't think I'm enough
Don't think I'm enough
Don't think I'm enough
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