[Rabbit]
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I just feel drew, quittin’ I want to
Why do I put up this fight, why do I still do
What I was born to, run, pass score 2
Sometimes I want to, turn my skills to the mic
And show these pissants how to spit right
But I'm still white, sometimes I just hate life
Somethin ain't right, hit the brake lights
Case of the cramp swipe, drawin’ a blank like
Uh, I’m just not sure, it ain't my fault
Sometimes I’ll fall, my both sides crawl
And I clam up and I slam shut
They just won’t do it
My whole manhood's
Just been ripped, I have just been stripped
Of my pride now get off the bus I split
Man fuck this shit yo, I'm goin’ the back home
Dawgs on my shoulders as I run back to Meadvale Road
[Verse 2]
I'm walkin’ these faint tracks, tryna regain back
Yeah bitch the name is Rain Man and
The spirit I had 'fore I go back to the renamed acts
From the same branch, and the same ranch
Tryna chase that, gotta move ASAP
And get a new plan, scouts also pretend
That they don’t spot me again, I don't understand
Sit in front of the PC, bury myself in the sand
And just wank till I bust and cum in my hand
While the sister colours her big brothers and mother and dad
Ain't no tellin’ what really goes on in my rabbit head
Wish I could be the sibling that neither one of us had
But I keep runnin’ from somethin’ I never wanted so bad!
Sometimes I get upset, ‘cause I just ain’t there yet
It's like I grew up, but I ain't grow me two nuts yet
Don't gotta raise it up, don't got enough gut
The pressure's building man, I'm just tryna do what's best
And I try, sit alone and I write
Yo I won't tell a lie, not a moment goes by
That I don't pray to the sky, please I'm beggin’ you God
Please don't let me pigeon holed in no regular job
Yo I hope you can hear me homie wherever you are
Yo I'm tellin you dawg I'm bailin’ this failure tomorra’
Tell my mother I love her, kiss baby sister goodbye
Say whenever you need me ladies, I'm never too far
But yo I gotta get out there, the only way I know
And I'mma come right back for you, the second that I know
I've made it on my own, that in success has flown
Off to ‘work’ I row, back to this childhood float
[Verse 3]
You gotta live it to feel it, if you didn't you wouldn't get it
Or see what the big deal is, I know it’s a trick as
To be walkin this borderline of white persons’ limits
It's different, there’s a significance of occupants
Of authenticity, I’d never let you see
That it’s everything to me, it's a harsh reality
Cos it’s the world that I’ve ever wanted to be
And check, still can’t wait till she sees me
But yet, I'm still unsigned, havin’ a rough time
Sit on the field with all my friends and kick dumb rhymes
Go to school and push in the lunch line
But when it comes crunch time, I must call the sidelines home
Out right, that’s where my flow
Will work best and yes, that I know
Time to show, my pedestal is higher than yo’s’
Or am I just another crab in the bucket
Cause I ain't havin’ no luck with this little Rabbit so fuck it
Maybe I need a new outlet; I'm startin’ to doubt shit
Beginning to give a fuck about who I go out with
They can’t look like no bum and mood swings ain't about shit
At the time I’m wanting to bring them home
And it's cold, tryna travel this road
Plus I feel like I'm on stuck in this battlin’ mode
My defences are sown up, but one thing I don't want
Is schooling from no one, but the kick-start ain’t fun
Is Starting to make my brain feel so dark
And Sometimes I feel like I'm just bein’ torn apart
From each one of my limbs, by each on of my friends
It's enough to just make me wanna throw my life in a bin
Sometimes I feel like a puppet, Sometimes I know it’s
Not what I should be doin’ I just know, my head is a stove top
I just explode, the kettle gets so hot
Sometimes my manager overloads the gas that I don't got
But I've learned, it's time for me to U-turn
Yo it takes no time for me to get burned
Ain't no trippin’ on next time I meet a new girl
I can no longer play stupid or be immature
I got every ingredient, all I need is the courage
Like I already got the beat, all I need is the words
Got the urge, suddenly it's a surge
Suddenly a new burst of energy has occurred
Time to show these left siders the three and a third
I am no longer scared now; I'm free as a bird
Then I turn and cross over the midfield ridge
Hit the pitch and all you see is a ditch from where I roam
