[Hook]
I just want to see my friends grow
So it's fuck anyone against you
Cause when it rains, it's torrential
Let's wait it out until it turns the way that it's meant to
[Verse]
I dream by on stills of the sky, settled in the grass
Sit up, and then I fall back
The good die young, like years before
But when death held the elevator door, I told him
"Think I know of a better path"
Stairwell window separated from the Epitaph
In the split second, it's funny how it ever lasts
Yeah
Never meant for it, so it's something they might nеver get
Have a placе for you, we're just happy that you never left
I got you for life, it's just something that I've never said but
Nothing else matters except the person that I'm sitting next
Some would weigh cons, they'd rather break the bond
I was coming to inside an ambulance, accepting loss
Found out an hour later, that nobody was gone
Plus everybody walks
I let that feeling live
Even if
You took the brunt of the hit? We could've tripped, it's nothing
To see you in pain, I wish we shared more of it
So when we see you can't see, we'll help you see what's coming, and
[Hook]
I just want to see my friends grow
So it's fuck anyone against you
Cause when it rains it's torrential
Let's wait it out until it turns the way that it's meant to
[Verse 2]
Just happy I'm alive, I used to be suicidal
Put defeat in the verses/versus, the pens unrivaled
It never gave a fuck like Mary in the Bible
Still talk religion like its satire
Cause I found God in myself through how I've acted prior
Yeah, and all that shit I've been through
I'll still willingly hope for a girl that doesn't know she's who I'm into, though
There's no "I'm good now"
Just stronger than I've ever been
Cuffing Season, yeah you try and learn to weather it
I'm 23, and I'm tripping over everything
But tell myself I'm good without the measurement
Remember it was shame cause the seasonal depression
Had directed me to thinking smoking weed was codependency
Shit that doesn't better me, but got eyedrops
Let the time stop
Commit a crime, but
My life's the line on a suicide song
I almost died long before trying was a chore
I don't mind, nowadays
No longer bank on famous cause the world will hate you
But know verbatim when it plays
Like a memory, like emphasis
There's no "I'm good now"
Just stronger than I've ever been
Still tryna recollect this shit, figure its effect
I grew up on games and interceptions
Win, lose, smell like his cigarettes
Only secondhand interested
You wouldn't get it if your life wasn't based off
The spots in me that stay soft
Nights I had to face off
Ties I had to break off
Age like lover's initials etched to sway all the questionable
Was engraved at my most impressionable
There's growth even in the stepping stone crevices
But no acquired taste for the deficit
It's not good now, it's stronger than it's ever been
[Verse 3]
If I get a glimpse of hope in the midst of the trouble
I might spark with the light at the end of the tunnel
My drums are AI, really got them feeling sentient
Trevor Lawrence stats, you're a Jag-off like Etienne
They're betting it
Really fuckin mean it you can tell it by the meant-it-ness
It's cause I'm torn you can tell by the tethering
Sometimes I try mending it
They had me down now I'm laughing if we met again
You got me in my head again
Too fuckin low, like a sentence to be said again
Like I wish I never met her
Now my world don't revolve less I'm at the fuckin center
[Outro]
This is what it could feel like
When you make it this far
This is what it could feel like
When you make it this far
