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Manic Goth Hoe ... I Wish I Was Lyrics by Rat Jesu

Emo Girl Ex Machina

2021

[Verse 1]
Indisposed
I wish I saw in photos what I feel in my soul
I wish I could be beautiful
I wish I had some Adderall
Focus and forget it all
Kill the clouds and drown the sun
Bury it and everyone forgets she exists
Never heard of her, not a word ever
But I'm still chasing mirrors in my dreams
Only place she's real it seems
[Chorus]
I wish that I could forget
I wish I wouldn't regret
The time that I never knew I lost
[Post-Chorus]
Pink clouds obscuring the sunset
Memories of a son get in the way like the window frost
[Verse 2]
I wish cute makeup and clothing could stop thе door from closing
Could be her longer than a night
But whеn I see her again, I'll make the mirror my friend
Able to pierce through the morning light
[Chorus]
I wish that I could forget
I wish I wouldn't regret
The time that I never knew I lost
[Post-Chorus]
Pink clouds obscuring the sunset
Memories of a son get in the way like the window frost
[Chorus]
I wish that I could forget
I wish I wouldn't regret
The time that I never knew I lost
Credits
Rat Jesu

Rat Jesu

About “Manic Goth Hoe ... I Wish I Was” by Rat Jesu

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"Manic Goth Hoe ... I Wish I Was" appears on "Emo Girl Ex Machina" in 2021.

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