Part I
(Hook)
And I've cried, you've cried
We put pain in this shit my Lord, my God
I loved you through all of it, my heart my pride
And I'll never let you down, I won't I try
I am one of one, they multiply
You work harder than me, who lied who lied?
I am something to see, through ears and eyes
I'm the best in this bitch, surprise surprise
(Verse)
I am the young Hova, the whack rapper chain smoker
The next in line to take this game over
My momma by my side told me "Son just stay golden"
No "Ponyboy", I recline on beats like I hate sofas
No comparisons to anybody, I am heat embodied
I'm the clash of titans that the old Zeus wanted to copy
I am not the folly, i'm more Malcolm or Marcus Garvy
You niggas won't Jesse jack me, I am somebody
Holy combustion when the spirit made me, I am like Zion
The image of when atoms split, first father and science
I explode in membranes when my rich words hit the mainframe
In other words I came through wires to make change
(Hook 2)
And I've cried, you've cried
We put pain in this shit my Lord, my God
I loved you through all of it, my heart my pride
And I'll never let you down, I won't I try
I am one of one, they multiply
You work harder than me, who lied who lied?
I am something to see, through ears and eyes
And i'm the best in this bitch, surprise surprise
Part II
(Hook- Punk Adams)
And I ain't God, though I try to be
Your sword and shield but, I bleed
Ohh
I ain't God, though I try to be
I try to be for you
(Verse 1)
I don't know what to do without your guidance
Sitting in this house alone just writhing
Making jokes in the room without you smiling
As I peer at the window seeing all these things unfamiliar
I remember the things you would do and I would tear up
There was nights you couldn't eat, but you made dinner for me
But the hunger pains for more made me sure I wouldn't sleep
Your blood flow through me how couldn't I foresee
That I would bring pain when college wasn't for me?
And that's a savage, you the reason why me and these beats make a marriage
Why I rhyme above average and I ain't shit
Why, I hide my anger when you talk about your father and them
Knowing damn well he don't really care, about you, or the rest of your kin
Your sisters when they make fun of the way that we live, they don't understand that we is who we is
And if I had to pick a beautiful girl like Prince
If I had to choose baby, it'd be you baby
(Hook 2- Punk Adams)
Pray on my life, take my soul
I don't want nothing to hold, if it ain't you
If it ain't true oh
And I never say I never loved you
Crucified me on your cross too, yeah
I tried to be for you
(Verse 2)
Roaches on the walls and the ceilings
Watching them claim they spot while my mom and pops is screaming
Yeah, that's the regular plot
About some change that's owed to the building
The rent is due with no food in the fridge
I pray my listeners ain't going through this
And I don't want to either
That's why to this day, I don't argue with anybody
I'm too afraid to recycle a cycle
Mano-a-mano with my reflection
Trying to deal with my emotions through my bars but, but my defense is always to rap harder
And that's not the way
I'm bullshitting with these bars and that's not ok
Time to speak on something real just to heal the pain I hide away
No more smiling through the pain
No more acting like I'm ok when i'm really not ok
No more fighting with my friends when they notice my weak frame
The picture in shambles of what I thought I was simple and plain
No more falling when they stick me
No more "I love you"'s to "Yo you tripping"
No more nice hoes, no darling Nicki's, no
(Hook- Punk Adams)
And I ain't God, though I try to be
Your sword and shield but, I bleed
Ohh
I ain't God, though I try to be
I try to be for you
(Phone Call Outro)
*Halloween theme song ringtone plays*
"Babe, come downstairs to the car so we can go, i'm waiting for you"
